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it's 2:33 am and i'm waiting for my boy to call me
he is gone at the moment.

i ran out to by The Libertine on dvd today
all that johnny depp-ness makes me wanna go get me some
you know what i'm talkin' bout!
haha.

currently unemployed
uninspired
uninteresting

but there is always him
(you know who you are)

and i saw pretty fireworks...
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and i felt that everything was falling apart

then i took your hand

and you kissed me and said

"you are strong"

i love you for it
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Well the animals laugh
From the dark of the wilderness
A baby cries hard
In an apartment complex

As I pass in a car
Buried under the influence
The cities driving me out
of my mind

I've seen a child he's caught
In the sad trap of gravity
He falls from the lowest
Branch of the apple tree

And lands in the grass
And weeps...
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wykkid:
Meaningfull and sincere...

You take it up a notch and never look back
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Lower than piss, have you ever felt like this?



(Judging by your eyes like crystal balls
Madam Me is predicting that your answer will be yes)


Lower than piss, have you ever felt like this??
I can't remember the last time I avoided this....




(and i will keep you warm in hell
yes, i will keep you warm in hell
i will keep you warm...
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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home...
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i didn't go to sleep until late last night. around 3am.
i drank some herbal tea that is supposed to help you sleep. it obviously didn't work.

i hate sleeping alone in my bed. there's nothing like a warm body next to you. something breathing and pulsing and real. i need that so much right now. i need the feeling of waking up in the...
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wykkid:
*hugs*

smile
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wykkid:
Educate me on Nick Cave frown
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take everything bad that happens to you standin' up.

it's the only way you'll make it.



(SIDE NOTE: girl, i love it when your flesh is ripped up.
you're so fucked up,
you pill popping pity
stop being fuckin bored
)

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woke up today to the birds singing and the sun shining.
the first breath i took was fresh air

i fell asleep outside last night.

and i woke up and felt beautiful

maybe i am.

here's to a great fuckin day.





P.S. i quit smoking, it's pretty much official now.
my lungs will thank me someday.

wykkid:
smile

Your lungs will and I kinda will as well. Something we'll talk about later.

Things will be going and looking up cause you are beaituful.

I had a great fuckin day now it's your turn
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I thought things were going great
but I look around and all I can see
from my dilated pupils is the pain that is to come
after a lover has left
the tops of trees are on fire and
the cinders give us light
I scream
I don't want to be pushed away
but as you left me curled on the stone floor
waiting for...
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