I got stressed out on my birthday, because I felt pressure to have a good time, to figure out my life, and to get all my shit done. I'm having fun the weekend after. People are coming into town because it's presidents day. They take me out to eat. I finished buying clothes for work. I just need to do some laundry now.
cutepillowdancer:
birthdays can suck like that just remember there's many days out of the year when we can feel like we should be "doing something" or maybe feel that we haven't been doing something but it's all in our heads... no really... after a few months of realizing that i've been depressed (and not in that stupid teenage way) i've found that I do most of these things to myself... no one else really puts pressure on me to be different ... it's just me... so eat drink and be merry my love and have a wonderful beginning to your new year... 