ok so ive beeen urged to update my profile. i guess its been awhile its just every time i start to i feel like im all whiny or whatever but ive been drinking alone tonight and that does somthing for a person so i will spill it...
ive been celibut for over a year and im starting to forget why i made myself stop having sex with girls who piss me off, or just dont have that thing ive seen in the movies i want that crazy love even though i dont wholly belive it even exists. i guess i am waiting for a girl i can see myself getting old with and laughing at eachother or whatever old people do. i am currently best friends with the mothert of my son. she is with a good friend of mine and the have talked about marriage. i am not jealous i just miss her. i moved out to the country recently to get away from the chaos that was last year. a close friend of mine killed himself. i miss him but i can deal with that. his little brother is a very close friend opf mine and i was with him threough the whole thing. he recently moved off to portland and that is when i moved to the texas farmland i now ocupy. overall i have no complaints i just consider myself young and ready to see the world anew. ive had my adventures and ive loved and lost im not sure what i seek in life. i am about to start going to school for sound engineering. life goals are about all i have. im not sure where i am going with this but now you know whats really going on with this guy( if you actually read all this drivell ) thanks for all the book suggestions i have a longer list of books to read now. uhm...i dont really want to post this but im sure as hell not going to erase it so blahh.
p.s. props if you read that whole load.
p.p.s. how are you?
ive been celibut for over a year and im starting to forget why i made myself stop having sex with girls who piss me off, or just dont have that thing ive seen in the movies i want that crazy love even though i dont wholly belive it even exists. i guess i am waiting for a girl i can see myself getting old with and laughing at eachother or whatever old people do. i am currently best friends with the mothert of my son. she is with a good friend of mine and the have talked about marriage. i am not jealous i just miss her. i moved out to the country recently to get away from the chaos that was last year. a close friend of mine killed himself. i miss him but i can deal with that. his little brother is a very close friend opf mine and i was with him threough the whole thing. he recently moved off to portland and that is when i moved to the texas farmland i now ocupy. overall i have no complaints i just consider myself young and ready to see the world anew. ive had my adventures and ive loved and lost im not sure what i seek in life. i am about to start going to school for sound engineering. life goals are about all i have. im not sure where i am going with this but now you know whats really going on with this guy( if you actually read all this drivell ) thanks for all the book suggestions i have a longer list of books to read now. uhm...i dont really want to post this but im sure as hell not going to erase it so blahh.
p.s. props if you read that whole load.
p.p.s. how are you?
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~Amelia
So, which instrument do you play? I wish I could play music, but I'm so freaking uncoordinated. I'm really not that talented at anything creative, like writing, painting, or drawing either. However, I want to write a book about my sexual experiences one day, even if it's just for me and my friends.
I like funk music. You said side project, so do you have like one band and you all play different types of music together? Or you're in multiple bands?