scotty

I'm so nervous.

This is a pointless, stupid blog, but I have a bunch of nervous energy and I need to get it out. Rambling helps.

I'm competing in my first pagent tonight - The Pin up Girls of the Kirwick Hotel. It's runway stuff. I've never walked a runway before. I'm terrible at walking in heels. I don't know anyone there. I'll be all alone. I'm so terrified.

I'm positive I'll be so scared, my legs won't stop shaking, I'll get speed wobbles walking down the runway and I'll face plant the stage. Oh god.

I can't sit still today. I can't relax. I'm up, down, in, out, all over the place. The two 500ml cans of Mother I had earlier this morning probably isn't helping. What's better.... being tired, grumpy and drowzy, or all over the place jittery schizo?

Sorry for the shit blog. Here are some fun links and random recent pics.

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Edit: I got through to the finals!!!