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Blaaarg... I think work broke my brain today. I was forced to sit beside my opposite number from a larger company today to help her reconcile invoices with our system. Essentially, I watched her screw around for 3 hours. She spent most of it reformatting excel sheets so that they were "easier to read". Even if I'd bothered with that, the whole thing would have...
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Blaarg! Its 2:30 in the am, and I'm still awake. Not the best idea; got two kids these days, and the youngest is likely to wake up in an hour or so.

Finally back on SG, so here's a quick summary of life from the last post to this one:

Got used to the idea that the fiancee was never coming back, so lived the...
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Lots of love goes out to whoever paid to re-activate my account! More later... sleepytime
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Been through this whole make-up/break-up cycle with the ex fiancee so many times in the last few months I'm starting to get dizzy from going round in circles.Trying to get some distance from the whole thing at the moment, but it's not working. Why is it not working? Because, god help me, I don't want it to. I figure any crap that comes my way...
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All gone. No more engagement, my now-ex is moving to Darwin with our baby (loooooong way away, for those not familiar with Australian geography. Another state, about 5 hours flight time, if you can afford it, which I can't). I'm also pretty close to loosing my job, and with her moving out won't be able to keep up the rent on my current place. My...
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Well, looks like I spoke too soon. She went out on Wednesday, didn't come home, lied to me about where she was staying, told me she needed some time off. Was gone Thursday night as well. Told me she'd come home Friday, but changed her mind within a few hours, and instead dropped in to pack a bag and left again. When I asked when...
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Things still seem to be going well. The waiting is driving me a bit nuts though. Thought I was going to get fired today, but didn't, so at least there's that.
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Well, things got a hell of a lot more worrying during the last week. She told me straight out that she is thinking about leaving me. She told me that while she is still in love with me, she also has feelings for another guy. She may be moving states and if so I will rarely if ever get to see Anorah. Oh, and she...
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Well, Jess and Anorah did come back, but things are not going well at the moment, I'm afraid. As far as I can tell, she's pissed off with me because of my insecurities. I mean, she's really not feeling well at the moment, so that could explain why I seem to be being treated more as a flatmate than a fiancee at the moment, but...
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/begin whinge

Well, This is fun. Feel like I've been completely abandoned and my life is fucked as a result. Hope I'm wrong. If I'm right, and I ever decide to trust someone enough to have a relationship again, then next time round I'll trust my instincts.

/end whinge

Sorry to anyone who read this, but it had to go somewhere. Laterz.