scotchnseawater

well guys, there's a 10 month long deployment looming in my future, and i have to admit: i'm gettin pretty fuckin depressed about it. the ladyfriend broke up with me because she can't handle the distance, which i guess i can't blame her but fuck i forgot how much a breaking heart sucks. i just can't wait to get out. nov 2015 i'll be joining the civilian fleet. i've sacrificed too much for this bullshit and haven't gotten enough out of it. i'm gonna miss you guys. i'm gonna miss good food, good coffee, my own bed, my own apartment, privacy, internet, boobs...or just attractive girls in general. this blows. in some ways i'm glad i made the decision to join, but fuck i can't wait til its over. anyway, enough bitching. it's not gonna make anything better. y'all have fun. i'll see you on the other side.