scorpiogray

So I feel that this isn't working out. I apply and apply to any Human Resource position I can find, even if I know that I'm not qualified, and still I've only had one interview. As far as that job goes I'm pretty sure it was given to someone else, but I will find out on Monday when I call again to see whats going on. I'm down to my last 40 bucks... I dont know what to do. I've even applied to whatever jobs that I can get and still I haven't heard back, or can't even find place that are looking for people. I moved out here because I articles all said that the unemployment rate was low, and I thought I could find a job and finally start my fucking life. I dont know what to do after this month, do I try to go back home and pretend something is going to open up there, back to being 27 and living with my parents. Even if I got a part-time job it still wouldn't be enough for me to cover my student loans, rent, and other bills. Even with a full time job I'd need to be making at least 12 an hour.

I should have just stayed in Michigan I guess, I could have just used all the money I spent comming out here to proably live for twice as many months back home. FUCK FUCK FUCK... I can't ever seem to catch a break, no matter what. Its almost like God is daring me to cut my life short. I dont want to but I've been so frustraited it seems like a good answer, that or killing someone else and going to prison. Least there I wouldn't have to worry about finding a job. Either that or join a military branch... and I'm not to keen on that idea.

So I'm doing all this and putting up with girl roomates who don't clean, leave shit all over the place, and just all around being in there presents irritates me. Yesteday I'm searching for jobs and one of them comes home and starts to watch Family Guy, about a quarter of the way into the episode she stops and deletes it because they start to make fun of the Mormon religion. Today she fast forwarded through an episode because they were making fun of Jesus. Doesn't she get it, this is what they do, so don't watch the damn show if your so easily offended. If I didn't have to pay for it I'd be putting a ton of holes in the walls. GRRR!!!