scorpiogray

Ah jealousy one of those emotions that no one can deny, it inspires fights, murder, and war between nations and I will openly admit that I have probably more than my fair share of it. It was jealousy that put a pretty big damper on the mood at my friends birthday party last night. He just started dating this girl who is pretty much like a brunette overly tan barbie doll. Well he has also had a long standing female friend who did not care for this new girl at all. So it certainly made things uncomfortable. Worse off was the fact that I somehow was trying to get put into the middle. So yeah that was pretty much my night last night. I know I'll never escape drama and situations like this, but at least moving to Utah I can get a fresh start with people.

Things are moving along now though. I went out a bought myself some proper luggage so that this week I can begin to pack up my clothes and also pack up the rest of my stuff into boxes. I am trying to stay as calm as possible but with every day I do get more and more nervous. I'm sure things will turn out awsome for me in the end, but it is difficult to be relying basically all on faith. When I think about the new location and just how close I will be to new places it really is exciting as well. I will be 2 hours away from Vegas, and 6 hours from the Los Angeles' area. So it will be an interesting experience, and one that I have no idea how it will turn out.