Well, goodmorning everyone. I'm a little groggy from hanging out with my friends lastnight, but it's all good. Didn't get to bed until around 2am, and it's 6:30 right now...damn it!!
Needless to say, I'm having a much better morning than yesterday. I think it's due, in part, to my new medication. *cues a crowd of screaming fans* I've never had pills for anxiety, in fact, I've never known myself to suffer from anxiety attacks, but apparently that's what happened to me yesterday. It got so bad, actually, that my doctor asked me to go to the emergency room if I couldn't get an appointment in with my regular doc. They squeezed me in, though, so I didn't have to do that. I was having such a bad crying spell. It lasted for nearly three hours. I didn't think I had enough tears in my body to cry for a solid three hours. They thought that I might be suicidal or something because the way I was crying was so completely out of the norm. But hey, I'm better now.
And on an even happier note, I think I'm finally getting over that guy I used to like.
I hung out with him lastnight, and a group of our friends, and I noticed that those feelings just weren't there anymore. I'm so happy. It's still awkward, but it's getting better. He likes another girl that we all hang out with, and he kind of pissed me off at one point because she has been a total flake lately, and I called her on it, and he was like "hey, if she's gonna be that way, it's none of your business". It kind of ticked me off, and I wanted to just reach across the table and punch him, but whatever. 
I'm just bitter, I guess, because he totally took advantage of my emotions, and used me. Guys can be such assholes!! No offense to my cool guy friends, though. You know I love you boys. 
So, have a great one kids, and I'll chat with you all later.
Kisses
Needless to say, I'm having a much better morning than yesterday. I think it's due, in part, to my new medication. *cues a crowd of screaming fans* I've never had pills for anxiety, in fact, I've never known myself to suffer from anxiety attacks, but apparently that's what happened to me yesterday. It got so bad, actually, that my doctor asked me to go to the emergency room if I couldn't get an appointment in with my regular doc. They squeezed me in, though, so I didn't have to do that. I was having such a bad crying spell. It lasted for nearly three hours. I didn't think I had enough tears in my body to cry for a solid three hours. They thought that I might be suicidal or something because the way I was crying was so completely out of the norm. But hey, I'm better now.
And on an even happier note, I think I'm finally getting over that guy I used to like.
I hung out with him lastnight, and a group of our friends, and I noticed that those feelings just weren't there anymore. I'm so happy. It's still awkward, but it's getting better. He likes another girl that we all hang out with, and he kind of pissed me off at one point because she has been a total flake lately, and I called her on it, and he was like "hey, if she's gonna be that way, it's none of your business". It kind of ticked me off, and I wanted to just reach across the table and punch him, but whatever. I'm just bitter, I guess, because he totally took advantage of my emotions, and used me. Guys can be such assholes!! No offense to my cool guy friends, though. You know I love you boys.
So, have a great one kids, and I'll chat with you all later.
Kisses
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and i give you props for the self control, cuz i woulda punched him
well take care and have a great night. and by the way.your only an hour ahead of me, so if your ever up at 1 am and wanna chat. chances are. you'll find me here..
nite
all, i meant was, darn, yer cute, but it sure came out wrong
K