scorpihoe

Sometimes I do things knowing they will not turn out the best, but i do them anyway because i feel like it is what is best for others. Then other times I do things knowing they will not turn out for the best, but i do them because i am still hopeful. I would like to be happy with myself for still remaining hopeful, in many aspects of my life. While I should know better, or do know better and should simply cut my losses and reevaluate, i don't because there is this small part of me deep inside that is foolishly hopeful. I am not sure if i should work on correcting this illogical part of me, because i feel like it makes up a large part of who i am. But this too is just rambling.