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Long Island, NY

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Friday Sep 21, 2007

Sep 21, 2007
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Another week has passed and I'm that much closer to going to the recording studio and getting my solo bass skills to the public eye! Just a few more practice sessions with the drummer to get the material down and we'll be set. I'll try to get something up on youtube this weekend, a technique demonstration maybe, to show I mean mutha fuckin business!
hmm what else is new... ah my mother just returned from Italy with a solid silver cross necklace for me that was blessed by the pope! Hopefully it will keep the vampires at bay... and if not who cares! BLING BLING!
I'm on my last strike at work for no call/no show and the union rep Bob Funk is threatening to take action. But I can't take him seriously on account of his goofy name. Honestly it sounds like a fake ass record executive name or some kind of radio personality! biggrin The whole ordeal has had me in a little bit of a bad mood but a little something at work today cheered me right up. This gorgeous older woman was just staring me up and down and when she realized I noticed her checkin me out she looked right into my eyes and smiled! God bless those milfs, they really know how to lift my spirits, among other things oink [enter quagmire quote here]

Alright well it's time for another poem since I had nothing but positive responses from everyone for the last poem i posted! I don't know if you could tell from the last poem but I'm a professional award winning poet. My works have been published internationally in books and cds, ive received finalist status in a couple poetry contests, and I've been given the Editor's Choice Award twice from the International Library of Poetry. This next one earned me the July 2007 Editor's Choice Award.

The story behind the poem: This poem was made for my first girlfriend back in high school (dont go "aww" yet) she was having an affair with me behind her boyfriends back and she wouldn't chooose between me and him so I wanted to tell her I felt through the poem. But I dumped her before finishing the poem and didn't go back to it, until a couple months ago. I fucked up again and went for another girl with a boyfriend. Here's the kicker, she was with him for 3 years AND lived with him. In two weeks I got her to leave him, his apartment, and be with me. Don't get it twisted though, her bf was a total scumbag and completely took her for granted so it wasn't all my doing. I really really REALLY liked her and did whatever I could for her. But she ended up going back to her scummy white trash boyfriend because I couldn't financially support her and she hates her parents and didn't want to move in with them. I was heartbroken and in complete denial that she was the type of person that would let that decide the relationship (you'll notice i cite a different reason in the poem) but on the bright side I finished the poem. yay frown

Torn

With him do you think of me?
With me do you feel guilty?
All the problems that seem to be
Seem to be because of me
But leave me and you'll find
I'll still be on your mind

I see you there
With ruby red hair
And Sapphire eyes that can't disguise
I see through your lies
How he still has your heart
And it tears me apart

I thought the feelings were true
As I layed beside you
It hurts so bad
Knowing the love you once had
Could change what you feel
Lips sealed like cold steel







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