Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

scoots

minneapolis

Member Since 2003

Followers 34 Following 30

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

Dec 12, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
so, sundays are always emotional for me. i guess its the count down of a weekend with friends and good times, then to be alone after all of it. im used to it. sometimes its actually a good thing to wind down. but sometimes i think about the things i miss.

and tonight, i looked at the album from my send off party from minneapolis. i had little poloroids taken of all that came and had them write a little something.

everytime i look at it i cry. i shouldnt subject myself to it, but sometimes i need to read what my friends and family think of me. just so i know my existence on this earth is important to someone.

the note that always gets me the most is from my mom. she is strong in her own way. she didnt want me to leave minnesota, yet was the strongest of them all.

she wrote a gaelic blessing:

"may the road rise to meet you
may the wind be always at your back
may the sun shine warm upon your face
the rain fall soft upon your fields
and until we meet again
may god hold you in the palm of his hand"

she went on to write:

"i send you on your new venture, my love, my concern, and my support. we are to give our children "wings" so off you go. i will miss you so much! make your mark, and i will mark the days until i see you again"

and of course like any mom, she had a list of rules for me:

-be careful
-remember your midwest roots
-call often
-email often
-eat!!!
-dont work all day and all night
-invite your mom and dad to visit
-wear sunscreen!!!

im ok, i like it here. i take everyday as it is and try to get the most out of it. i have fun. i see new things. but sometimes there is a great comfort in family.

i cant wait to see them.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
judas:
god, you're such a fucking sap. could you be more of a pansy?
Dec 13, 2004
runk:
OK, I heeded your advice & picked up some of that Crew Fiber stuff. I was going to try it today, but, alas, I've taken ill and there is no sense in preparing the coif.

I know to an extent how you feel. During my Texas stiint, after the initial novelty wore off, all I thought about was Minnesota. Every vacation I took was back here. I, too, kept looking at my collection of friends & family photos.

You don't know where life is going to lead you. Maybe, someday, you'll be back.
Dec 13, 2004

More Blogs

  • 03.20.06
    1

    Monday Mar 20, 2006

    first day of spring. forecast is for rain. go figure.
  • 03.14.06
    2

    Tuesday Mar 14, 2006

    ive lost my chopstick skillz
  • 03.13.06
    2

    Monday Mar 13, 2006

    a girl was standing next to me at work, i was waiting to throw someth…
  • 03.10.06
    3

    Friday Mar 10, 2006

    there is a black cat living in the shrubbery at work. he just sits a…
  • 03.08.06
    1

    Wednesday Mar 08, 2006

    i really need to start getting up earlier. this includes weekends …
  • 03.01.06
    8

    Wednesday Mar 01, 2006

    i should maybe change colors. hey, i got a red balloon.
  • 02.22.06
    3

    Wednesday Feb 22, 2006

    im on my third week of wearing ties to work its like the mid 90's …
  • 02.19.06
    3

    Sunday Feb 19, 2006

    another holiday weekend with nothing really exciting happening wor…
  • 02.15.06
    0

    Wednesday Feb 15, 2006

    did i hear it was valentines day?
  • 02.09.06
    2

    Thursday Feb 09, 2006

    i forgot about this place. hello there. ill be spending another w…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
24
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,600 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,303 followers
  • 14,949,527 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,464,887 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo