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my shit is fucking crazy right now. crazy like a roll lizard.
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papawheelie:
I'm lettin it wash over me bro. thanks. I'll come out of this with a fat grin and all that, presently Ima just lay low and keep the house clean and whatnot. literally and figuratively I suppose

stop by if you are over this way
esme:
that's what they sometimes say.

How you been?
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sooo sleepy. somebody please kill me. hahahaha!!!
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myalias:
wow, i actually have that thought at work far too, too often, "please kill me." beautifitous sf days lately, aye? gotta love california's excuse for january.
stitchy:
damn straight... even dogs need wheels! biggrin
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i've been practicing some anonymous gift giving as an experiment. an experiment in selflessness. this is what can be called hypo manic retard dharma, for lack of a better term. although i just realized that this post totally negates that whole concept

surreal

my friend says you have to displace one mental construct with another then not attach to any of them. just realize that these...
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jj_r0x0rz:
hmm intresting
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man, it seems that when shit comes to a head, everything comes to a head at the same time. right now, i'm just past the point of intersection, so things are starting to calm the fuck down. what a ride.

been listening to stellastar*

that shit is good.

ah shit, as an edit, i need to tell a friend of mine that her cigarette smoking...
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the insomnia! the hypo mania! the fury of a feces tantrum!!

all phenomena arises from emptiness and i am tired as fuck. 4 hours of sleep is not enough repeatedly. especially when you have a jobby job where you have to rebuild engines and shit. ahh fuck! where the fuck did that shim go!?! maybe a nap is in order before i have to go...
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life is fucking nuts. it's been a hard but good couple of weeks. lots of shit that's i don't even know what. i'm really looking forward to every day though. with practice, i'm finding out that every breath is a new chance, and a new life; and within that breath is an infinite number of chances. this becomes more poignant in the morning when i...
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stitchy:
yup i gotta job but no place to live yet. i've got 2 weeks there to find a place then i'm flyin back for the pooch. i don't know how brave i am. about 3 times a day i think of backing out and not leaving... confused
bombshellbetty:
How am I doing lately? I don't even know. My life is unbelievably surreal.
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tired and grouchy. gettin' ripped off. workin' harder for less and less. i kinda like this system where you can circumvent all this bullshit and ditch these useless efforts and tendencies.

out of step and against the stream.

gonna maybe go out tonight and hook up with some friends.

aloha from t.v. land.

*edited later in the evening*

damn, i feel waaayy better now! got...
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papawheelie:
yo if you're around today give me a call
esme:
I'm always so amazed by your balance. I guess I haven't said that before but I've been noticing and it is very powerful.

You're not going to Vegas, are you?
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sleepy. just got back from so-cal. when i'm gone i can get a different perspective more clearly from time to time. i am very luck to live in san francisco.
papawheelie:
lemme know if you're free this week. after sunday i'm domestic-man again. I'd give my left nut to go riding, the rain is starting to get to me...
jj_r0x0rz:
aww you were in so cal when i was in uk boo
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another day. i feel at peace with the world and my heart is filled with gratitude.
papawheelie:
kick ass. thats living bro
papawheelie:
also, we need to go riding as soon as the weather breaks