scootershitstorm

i've found this really groovy place near my house overlooking a valley where i can meditate, you gotta climb over these big rocks, but you can be alone there. i've been doing my best to practice metta bravna meditation of loving kindness even towards my boss who can be kind of an ass clown. i try to practice everyday, and friday nights i meditate with a group. for the past two weeks, every other day, i've been waking up, and running 2 miles and doing 100 sit ups. i'm really jacked on caffeine right now. i just finished my final for french and it makes me slightly nervous that i was the first to finish. i had to pee the whole time so my concentration sucked. i gotta take some placement tests on tuesday but i think they should be pretty easy. doing my best not to be alone in my room tweaking like crazy. just started reading a confederacy of dunces on the recommendation of retroactive. can't wait to chill and kick it with old friends from va that i haven't seen in ages. gonna figure it all out eventually....