the weekend is here. supposed to rain tomorrow...again. i talked with an awesome chic last night from virginia for like 3 hours. i kinda want to move back to richmond, va that is. too much routine here in the city has got me down. want to sell my shit and leave. been listening to murder city devels. got an appt in a week to get some color on this new half sleve of mine. trying to figure why i was put on this earth. where is my niche? there is lots of oppurtunity here in the city, but people here are crazy. i've got like one friend that i hang out with. been studying french, but need to be exposed to it 24 hours a day to become proficient. should move to france. there are lots of scooters there. whatever. bon weekend to all you jokers.
hours later....
i realize once again life boils down to brain chemistry. years upon years of antidepressants teach one a valuable lesson. (as does a night on heavy drinking by a person who does not drink as told by your humble narroator_) . i am comfortably home now, eating my cool ranch doritos and hot dog with all the jalopeneoes. buddhism teaches us that hapiness is based on perspection. this is also exemplified with anti-depressents and others as such. what others? anything that takes the place of, comma space....
hours later....
i realize once again life boils down to brain chemistry. years upon years of antidepressants teach one a valuable lesson. (as does a night on heavy drinking by a person who does not drink as told by your humble narroator_) . i am comfortably home now, eating my cool ranch doritos and hot dog with all the jalopeneoes. buddhism teaches us that hapiness is based on perspection. this is also exemplified with anti-depressents and others as such. what others? anything that takes the place of, comma space....
I'm sorry you feel conflicted with your lot in life.