the insomnia! the hypo mania! the fury of a feces tantrum!!
all phenomena arises from emptiness and i am tired as fuck. 4 hours of sleep is not enough repeatedly. especially when you have a jobby job where you have to rebuild engines and shit. ahh fuck! where the fuck did that shim go!?! maybe a nap is in order before i have to go to work, but you know that is futile. starin' at the ceiling once again. it's all good dude, that's what's up. whatcha gonna do about it? right? sometimes it's best to shut the fuck up and keep what they call a "noble silence". i read a sign in a crappy 6th st bar once: "silence is the only successful alternative to intelligence". wise words young padwan, you just keep on keepin' on.