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i always find it strange that when i'm happy and doing things i dont blog as much. but when i m sad or pissed off i blog alot.
i feel great now and wanted to make myself write. i'm probably failing sociology. blah. my parents are coming to visit on monday woo.
got the house to myself next couple of days. wish i new some...
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been so sick last 2 days. i threw up some nasty shit. i was hallucinating about a game where i had to put together bones like a puzzle and get out of my room. i'd wake up in the middle of the night to go vomit still stuck half in a dream. my brother suggested i should watch a movie last night. it was hard...
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been reading anderson cooper's book.
i've been lost for the last few days. lost in somalia, niger, sri lanka, iraq.

i'd look up and be surprised i'm in a coffee shop in the midwest US. i've grown accustomed to this place now. i had a dream last night i was leaving san antonio again. like id never left. like i'd missed my flight. like i...
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a list of items i always have with me.

1. my phone and ipod. listed as same item because they are usually in the same pocket.
2. wallet
3. glasses
hmm...
4. watch
5. virgen de guadalupe bracelet. i'm not so religious anymore. but my sister in law's sister gave it to me. she gave it to me when i went to oaxaca mexico. its...
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i love ansel adam's philosophy of photography. he was a genius toward the technical aspect of photography. i don't think i'll ever get into landscape photography like his did but i want to convey messages and feelings like he did.

its weird how you forget about that one event that changes your life. i remember it now. i don't know why i've been thinking about her so much. another girl i seemed to fall in love with so long ago. i guess it was 2005 ish. i met here on a retreat i was helping out with. back when i was all religious. she asked...
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i made my first contact print today. woo!!! i'm going to shoot another roll tomorrow. i think i'm gonna go downtown and shoot some more photos. not all of these came out. i was a dumbass and had my camera set for 25 iso instead of 400. my first roll in high school didnt come out either so i'm not worried.

i'm feeling alot better...
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ok so damn. i have a huge crush on Sarah Rue. i had a huge crush on her when she was on "Less Than Perfect." then i saw her on Two and a Half Men and realized she looked like a girl i used to date. I find it a little weird.... i liked her when she was chubby, then when she lost weight she...
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one of my heroes and favorite people of all time is Jeff Bridges... you know, "the Dude". He's one of my favorite photographers. Jeff Bridges Photography. i love his panoramic/wide angle black and whites. well it seems like thats all he does. another photographer i like is Kevin Lynch . He does the UFC before and after portraits. His sports photography is great too. i...
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