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I guess this is the part where I whine and wallow for a few minutes. Change the channel if you don't care to read it.


I am lonely.
and I hate it.

For some reason, unbeknownst to me, thus far the women that I have met and found attractive ended up being certifiably insane. Why? The other women I have found fascinating are the ones who are completely unavailable to me, of course. Why can I not find an available great woman who isn't crazy and is looking for a great guy?

Not for nothing, but I am a catch. Seriously. I am extremely intelligent, confident, funny, witty, loyal, committed, honest,stable, warm and gentle. I am an artist, a friend, a hard worker, a dork(at times), a leader, a partner and one seriously sexy big dude. I believe in honor, compassion, chivalry, monogamy, respect, responsibility, the truth and love. I am well-dressed, well-groomed and well-spoken. I am a man, a real honest-to-goodness man.

Thus far none of any of this has mattered or done me any good. It just is, but it is who I am. It is who I will continue to be because I don't know any other way to be. I am a nice guy and maybe that's my problem. Do they really finish last? I refuse to believe that. So I keep the faith and keep trying. We'll see...

Okay that's enough whining and wallowing for one day. Just don't complain to me about a lack of good guys in the world. I'm right in front of you and you just can't/won't see me here.