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I feel lost and alone and abandoned all the time. I feel unhappy all the time. I feel unworthy and unlucky and any other 'un' word you can think of.

I have no creativity left. It's gone. FLown the coop.

I feel souless. Lifeless. Less in everyway.

I feel like I have nothing left. Even my memory and mind are slipping. Once I was merely...
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maligne:
I feel that way sometimes too.....hang in there *hugs* miao!!
rubix:
that was my only my 4th time on a plane!!! its s fun!! i always get all giddy during the take off!!! smile
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So the snow went away in a day. That's good. smilesmile

I sent in my application for Interest Relief from my student loan, so that's good. Fingers crossed that I'm approved.

Other than that, I still hate my job, I'm still saving to move to Toronto - OH! I had to use some of my savings to buy a new winter coat, but it's such a...
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nymph:
good luck on the interest relief, student loans are a bitch frown
On the up-side, Flight of the Conchords are effing amazing tongue
brightredscream:
Sooo far from perfect - but thanks sugar blush
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It snowed here today.

All day.

Alot.

Poo.
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lyric:
where are you that it snowed? i just took the dog out and could see my breath and there was frsot... tho lastnight felt warmer then the last? mabey becuase I sleep with 3 duvets! hahah

anyways We have Ds' myself my husband and my son... tho my son trashed his and kinda trashed mine.. anyways this mod chip will work in the new DSI aswell it just lets us play free downloaded games... instead of buying games.. turns out im getting 90 bucks for the games I have that I dont want anymore so I basically got it for free =) and am hopeing for the dsi for my bday lol
rubix:
haha i love yor enthusiasm for NOFX... i love em too!!!!

it snowed!!!?? oh no.. that means its coming my way soon!!!!! eeeeek
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So....

The National Student Loans Centre has sent me a letter saying I owe them nearly $600 a month for the next 9.5 years.

Sigh....

That plus $475 for rent, around $70 a month for cellphone, however much I can afford for my credit card, +food (if I can afford it), and my $53.50 bus pass every month on $10 an hour and an average...
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wolverine43:
WOW that sux, if there is anything I can do to help let me know
twelve:
I'm probably going to have a similar bill. Not looking forward to that at all.
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I hope everyone enjoyed the Halloween Haunt last night! I unfortunately couldn't go becuase of work. Sigh...this job is killing me in a most slow and exruciating way. frownfrownfrown Thanksgiving orders were crazy and I had to organize them all. Went off without a hitch really but a very stressful day.

Anyways...

_LouLou_ lent me a couple books and I'm now reading Blindness by Jose Saramago....
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bender99:
I didn't make it to the Halloween Haunt either, I was really disappointed I didn't go it sounded like fun. I need a new book, I need to spend sometime walking around chapters looking for one. I don't really want to vote for the Liberals but I really don't want another conservative government. I have voted NDP for the last few years and probably will again but I am considering the Liberals.
missybecca:
I have soo much homework this weekend and I have been trying to fit it in around all my social obligations of Turkey day!
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Sorry I've been so reclusive lately. Feeling a bit down, especially today, and yet I don't know why. Sigh.

Trying to figure out a way to get to Wonderland on Saturday for the Halloween Haunt. There use to be a Greyhound that went directly there, but not now. POOP! I'm trying to figure out GO buses to get there. Anyone have any ideas? Or I...
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ororomunroe:
Happy turk a lurk day to you too!!! bok
rubix:
smile no problem!!! biggrin

i meant shooting as in doing camera work, i was in school for film and TV!
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So, I went on the SG East Roller Skating event. AWESOME!!!! LOL

Only a handful of people showed but it was still awesome!

I stayed at _LouLou_'s place Saturday night. We walked around the bookstore at Square One a bit and talked, then we went back to her place and watched Euro Trip which I have never seen but I fell asleep so I...
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radiofrank:
I'm glad to read that you had a good time, and it was nice to meet you and have a bit of a chat. smile
missybecca:
awww those kitties are soo cute,

sounds like the skating event was fun!
I wish I could have come out as I was in Brampton/Mississauga this weekend, but I was super duper busy!

Yea I watch Euro Trip on Saturday too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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*8 months until I move to Toronto and counting*

So, I'm really busy today and I'm sorry for not getting around to reading everyone's blog and responding like I usually do on Sunday's. I'm trying to write an essay which I've been putting off. But I made peanut butter cookies so that makes things a little better.

SG ROller skating in another week. SO EXCITING!!!...
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faye:
Thanks so much for the congrats on my website!! *loves
mneylu:
woo!! toronto!! biggrin

WOOO! Roller Skating! I'll see you in 2 days! biggrin

Are you in the pen pal group yet?

thanks for the love on violette! biggrin
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So I called Dell and apparently my computer is still under warranty (I know! Awesome!), and they sent me a new cord for my computer NEXT DAY! AWESOME! So everything's cool now.

In other news ariel_love and I have been hanging out biggrinbiggrinbiggrin YAY!!! She's so sweet and fun to talk to! Gonna be watching movies today biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin

Other than that, I hate my job and Barrie...
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2low:
yay move here we can headbang togevva! like at gala

also ledges arent so bad...
flit:
mmmm cheese. the only reason I'm not vegan. and cake.... can't forget cake.
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The cord for my laptop is broken and I'm running out of battery power. I have to go buy a new one tomorrow. I am not happy.

Poop.
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brightredscream:
Yeah I was really confused as to why they'd run the Lantern Festival like that...I guess there's always next year! whatever tongue
brittymon:
oh yeah fer sure! i actually ran outta batteries takeing this damn shoot. so i only got maybe half the shots i was looking for. frown i understand fully why it was rejected. even from member review. but its got some nice photos so i put it up.