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OK, this Christmas hasn't been a complete bust. I got a trumpet and the Aeon Flux boxset.

Oh, and a stuffed elephant that I've renamed Lumpy. (The name in the tag is 'Colosso', but I like 'Lumpy' better. LOL)



~T

I had my first Christmas today (yes, on Christmas Eve), with my extended family. It went relatviely well, but I still hate being here. FOr one I have to go to church for two days in a row. Once - tonight - for Christmas Eve service and then again tomorrow, of course, cince it's Sunday. It sucks. I really hate going to church.
And ontop...
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waking up alone is getting harder and harder to take.



~T

Why am I such a loser sometimes? I say some of the worst things at the most inappropriate times. I said some things to George that i didn't really mean and now he's not coming up to see me. Now I'm pretty much stuck feeling lost and hurt because I couldn't keep my mouth shut.



Al I wanted was to be able to lay down...
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Have you ever missed someone so much that you can't help but count the hours - the minutes - until you can see their face again? To long for someone so much that when you finally do see them that you are paralyzed by their presence, that when you can finally move you just cling to them and kiss them gently on the lips. To...
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I finished the first chapter of my comic. YAY!!! I'm so excited!

OK, that was my little girly-kid moment for the day. lol

CHEERS!

~T

YES!! MOTHERFUCKIN" YA!!!!!!!! SCHOOL IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*takes a breath*

hehehehe. I've been doing nothing but sitting around the house reading and it's glorious! Finished A Secret History of Lucifer and Wicked and now I'm starting Son of a Witch. And I'm starting to write my comic book again. So happy about that. Haven't been able to write in a while, both because of...
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Sooooooo uninspired! I need to have at least 3 paintings done by Monday for my final critique and I can't think of anything to paint. No subject matter whatsoever. AHH! I hate this....it's shitty.

*goes into a corner to pout*

~T

I'm really, really, really, REALLY bloody bored! I didn't sleep well last night and my outh still fuckin' hurts and I'm suppose to do some painting today and I have noe idea what to paint! AHH!

Tried looking through photos on here to find some inspiration and though now I'm also sexually frustrated as well as bored, there was none to be found. Some very...
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What is it that I'm rebelling for?
Where is this revolution that I'm preparing for?
The Beatniks are all dead
And their children are too far gone
Every orifice adorned with metal
Earlobes stretched to the shoulders
And ink taking over the natural hue
Why all of this descension?
What purpose do all of these things serve?
Spiritual amour?!
What have you to arm yourselves...
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