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So I joined a gym last week. I go four times a week. I'm feeling pretty good so far. Got the endorphines pumping now on a somewhat regular basis and I've lost 4 pounds so far GO ME!

My art is making me really sad. I wish I had some idea of what to do. I just seem to be experimenting without any real progression. I suppose that's rather Fluxist of me, but that's not what I was going for. I just want to find my own 'thing', but I have no idea what it is or even how to go about finding it. Nothing seems to work. Oh well.

Other then that, I'm in this art history class which is basically a whilrwind overview of art since prehistory (cave paintings). It's a very simple class. The teacher is also kinda disorganized and doesn't really kknow the material so it's entertaining. I'm in my fifth year of college (I took the Design and Visual Fundementals program, then the 3 year FIne Arts diploma, now I'm in my Bachelors year), so it's very easy for me, having taken University level courses last semester, but a welcome opportunity to relax. There's only one other girl from my year in the class and we're astounded by how dumb and lazy all of the other students seem. They all seem to be from this current crop of Fundementals students. Every class I just want to stand in front of them and chastize them for being so lazy and unwilling to put in effort. I'm mean come one, this is pretty much a highschool course, not rocket science - DO THE FUCKING WORK!!! It's not at all hard if you study, if you do the work and to it well the first time. COME ON PEOPLE!!!

And one of the girls, she's a short little punk girl; loads of tattoos and piercings. This isn't why I'm upset about her. First of all, she reminds me of Brianna, a horrible, dictator roommate I once had.

Strike One.

Secondly, she's super load and ignorant. She doesn't want to do the work as directed, she doesn't understand what is plainly written out on the page - she just rubs me the wrong way. Well, most of the class does really.

Strike Two.

So both that girl specifically and the class in general have one more strike and then I'll snap. I hate stupid people. I mean, I understand they're right out of highschool and they're not use to the college way about education but really, come on, just listen and do the work. That's all you need to do.

Whatever happened to smart people??

Anyway, that's my life at the moment. Also, kinda want to move again. I want my own place. Need to work first and save up money. Hopefully by the end of the summer.

Happy travels everyone.