schuldig

I'm scum
I'm filth
I'm horrible horrible person
And all because i worried too much
Because i cared too much and that led to worry
I wish i was never born
I wouldn't cause pain then
Everyone would be safe from me
I wouldn't be able to taint and poison anyones life then
I hate myself because I always fuck things up in the end
Don't come near me
I'm evil
I'm cursed
I'm not worth it
never was
Not meant to be happy
Not meant to be loved
I worried too much and now any chance I had is gone
Gone forever
Someone kill me now