schuldig

I'm so sick of things going wrong. And not even things that I have control over either. If it were my fault then I'd do everything I could to fix it but I didn't even do anything. It was one small act by a melevolant being that has made everything go horribly wrong. This weekend was suppose to be wonderful and now it's nothing but anger and tears and I don't even understand why.

I feel so lost and scared and worn out.

I was born under a bad sign. Nothing but bad luck for me. Even when something good happens, bad things seem to rain down even harder.

SIGH

I just want things to go right for once. I just want to be happy. I'm trying to be happy but something likes to kick me back to the start position every single goddamn fucking time.

And he hates me. I don't even know why....

STOP FUCKING PICKING ON ME! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS?!?!?!?!!