schuldig

I'm so sick of things going wrong. And not even things that I have control over either. If it were my fault then I'd do everything I could to fix it but I didn't even do anything. It was one small act by a melevolant being that has made everything go horribly wrong. This weekend was suppose to be wonderful and now it's nothing but anger and tears and I don't even understand why.

I feel so lost and scared and worn out.

I was born under a bad sign. Nothing but bad luck for me. Even when something good happens, bad things seem to rain down even harder.

SIGH

I just want things to go right for once. I just want to be happy. I'm trying to be happy but something likes to kick me back to the start position every single goddamn fucking time.

STOP FUCKING PICKING ON ME! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS?!?!?!?!!