It's the last day of school. I've had my final critique. I'm finished....
Why do I feel so sad?
I wish I could see myself the way others see me. Well, at least all the people who think I'm pretty. I just can't. I don't even know if my reasons for that are even valid anymore. Maybe I should just get over myself. I don't know. I just don't know.
I might edit later. I might not. Who knows. I don't know when I'll be home.
I feel horrible today. Just pschologically and emotionally ruinned. How did that even happen? I don't remember anymore. Is it too late to start over? Do I get a second chance? Or have I had too many and screwed them all up?
Who's keeping score? Did I lose? Who won?
It seems all my life is now is questions and searching for their answers. I don't have any answers. I haven't found any. I've been looking a long time....
Why do I feel so sad?
I wish I could see myself the way others see me. Well, at least all the people who think I'm pretty. I just can't. I don't even know if my reasons for that are even valid anymore. Maybe I should just get over myself. I don't know. I just don't know.
I might edit later. I might not. Who knows. I don't know when I'll be home.
I feel horrible today. Just pschologically and emotionally ruinned. How did that even happen? I don't remember anymore. Is it too late to start over? Do I get a second chance? Or have I had too many and screwed them all up?
Who's keeping score? Did I lose? Who won?
It seems all my life is now is questions and searching for their answers. I don't have any answers. I haven't found any. I've been looking a long time....
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