schuldig

So this is the end................I don't know whether to die in my bed of drowning in my own tears or step out in front of a car and make my grave in the middle of the street.

No. How can I die a second time. My heart is gone. I am already dead.

My heart is gone. He's taken it with him. All I want is to be where he is but I will most likely never be there again. He left and with him he has the end of the thread that will unravel me in mere moments.

I don't want this pain. BUt I suppose I have to grin and bare it.......heh, grin and bare it. Those words will never mean the same to me again. Grin and bare it Tabitha because life doen't actually end when your heart stops. Life never stops. Life never stops. Never stops no matter how dead you feel. First I was surrounded byt the dead and now I am one. Well I hope that he plants my heart somewhere nice, perhaps then this life will end and I will be a part of the earth once more.

Grin and bare it Tabitha, life never stops and you aren't so special that it would start just for you.

No one else. I never want anyone else. I don't want to risk ever feeling this pain again. Man or woman, dead or alive, I don't want you. I had my chance and I squandered it. I don't deserve another chance.

Some people are just meant to be alone. I always feared that I was one of them. Grin and bare it because life never stops. Life never stops and neither should you. Keep walking even if you're walking alone. Life never ends even if your heart stops. My heart is in his pocket. My heart is gone. My heart was with him and he left.

Grin and bare it Tabitha, this ia your burden. This is your path. Walk alone and smile despite your pain. Walk alone and never stop.

Life never ends though your heart may stop beating.