schuldig

Why am I such a loser sometimes? I say some of the worst things at the most inappropriate times. I said some things to George that i didn't really mean and now he's not coming up to see me. Now I'm pretty much stuck feeling lost and hurt because I couldn't keep my mouth shut.



Al I wanted was to be able to lay down with him tonight, justbe able to feel his body next to mine. No sex involved either, just wanted to feel his soft skin and warmth and commanding presence.

Goddamnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT GODDAMN FUCK CRAP!!!!

~T