I feel weirdly bothered by everything, and I don't know why. It's as if my subconscious mind is a lot more touchy than my conscious mind. It keeps feeling hurt or worried, and then it dictates some weird emotional state without telling my conscious mind why. It's very annoying, because I think I might actually be acting histrionic and that bothers me. I need to feel more in control of my own mind than I have been, lately. Hm.
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