schrodawg

So today is actually turning out to be more good than bad. I've made up my mind to stay at FSU, as it is a better school and I'm pretty sure it will not strain my relationship with the girl I love, as she's very trustworthy, and it may even strengthen our relationship since you know what they say, "absence makes the heart grow stronger. I've also decided to muscle through the rest of my classes this semester without dropping any because I've pretty much finished then so there's no point in quitting now.

The only thing on which I'm still confused about is whether or not I should drop my classes from last semester that I fucked up on. On the one hand I do drop and it raises my GPA. On the other hand I don't drop and I end up as a sophomore next year instead of a freshman for another semester. Either way, I'm sure it'll work out fine so I'm not too concerned about it.

With all these things off my mind I feel so much better. I've gotten creative again, I feel more energized and social. I just feel great; I really thing all these things were bogging my mind down and kinda fucking with me, whether it be on a subconscious level or directly. I want to get back into photography too. Not as a class or anything, because I don't want to rely on my artistic ability to get a good grade and help my GPA, but for a hobby. That and writing, I want to start writing my short stories and poetry again. You can find some stuff from when I use to do these things at mronline.deviantart.com if anyone cares. I hope someone reads this and checks it out, as I love feedback on my stuff.

Anyways, I'm going to lurk around the internet now as my professor rambles about tools and such, and since I can only multitask on so many things I'm going to wrap this up.

Peace out!