schrodawg

We dangle above a pool of water,
Suspended by a strong rope.
But now the rope begins to break,
And the less threads there are,
The easier it is for the remainder to break.
The only question is,
If you are a rock,
The solid thing between us,
How am I suppose to swim when we crash into the sea?

Oh the spiraling.
I cannot accurately express the disdain I feel for this person.
Their total lack of regard for what I feel and who I am;
What I'm trying to sort out.
Instead they accuse me of treachery.
They rain scorn down upon me,
And fill me with a guilt I do not deserve.
And why?
Well it's simple really:
It's because of all...
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My history teacher ranted about vaginas in class today o.o
she's crazy, ah hah.

"my soup is too fast"

hah, the most aodrable thing I've heard in a while

Okay, so here's my day before I head off to bed.
I dunno if it was a good, or bad day.
This morning sucked, as I was woken up way to early.
Though my doctor actually seemed helpful today, a shocker.
But even so I was very upset for most of the day.
And even considered just up and leaving for home a few times.....
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The Whitest Kids You Know
is hilarious.
And everyone should look them up on youtube.

In other news, I think I'm getting sick again
and right now I'm quite lonely =/

Also, I think I'm changing my major to english :o
yay.

I kinda feel like I should rant more about my day...
but so lazy... maybe later?

I am going to KILL my room mate.
He bitched because I was up for like 4 more minutes than him
And then this morning was up at SIX THIRTY.
And you know why he was up?
To play WoW.
Now I could understand if it was for some decent reason like to do homework or something.
But no, he just HAD to play some...
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Ahh!
I'm so confused.
But don't know how to put it in words.
Oh well, maybe in time...

On another note, I beat BioShock! The Little Sisters in that game are amazing. I <3.
It was just a great game in general.
I get to see Dr. Don't-Hurt-Yourself tomorrow. He's such a twat. I'm not even going to go into it.
I think tomorrow's the...
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I have to do laundry today...
And math homework...
>.<

I hurt the ones I care about.
But I really never mean to.
I don't understand how I do this.
And I hate myself for it.
I hope you forgive me...

Whooo, on a friend's PC.
Today has been shit.
Utter shit.
It's an up and down day.
With extremes in both ends.
And these days scare me.
Because when this happens.
A super extreme low always follows.
And I sink below the line of 'depression' (according to my doc).
And I'm afraid of those.
Because they're dangerous.
I feel manic.
And happy.
Which means I'm...
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I can't do this...
What's wrong with me?