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hope yours and my new year consist of good things to come. anything is better than this year, I'll take it.

My daughter has her first birthday on January 9th! I can't believe it! I gotta think of something fun to do with my family.

I like to think of one of my favorite Henry Rollins quotes a lot these days, as he is quite...
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one_pure_thought:
A girl that I met once about 4 years ago has my copy of the Portable Henry Rollins, I got such a shitty deal out of it too because her book to lend to me was "The perks of being a wallflower"

Terrible.

Hope you have a good new year.
sebast:
Happy new year...i'm know i'm late but its the tought that count hein wink take care smile
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question of the day: are you neat or messy?

I am very neat but when I'm super busy, I can't help letting my neatness slip for a few days.

glad you liked my new pics. and here's some love. love smile love smile love kiss smile love
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anaphalaxis:
Hey!! I just remembered I joined this place all those months ago! How are ya? How is your little one?

Oh, and I have a tidy brain but seem to live in chaos. I blame the space, not me. Couldn't be my fault. Can you find me a cleaning lady?
lonsomnhartbrokn:
Yeah, shes a "snuggy" bird! I love when she climbs up on my chest and naps!!!
No pets? I could never. Try again. I lost my duck Echo last New Years day and Roxy my golden retriever the Jan. prior. This year, me and Portia are locked in! LOL
Your daughter loves the sounds? Well Portia is sooo chatty. Maybe you want to meet her/us?
Yep, Fairleigh D. Right across the river. I grew up in New Milford, one town away.
Have a Happy New Year! And i hope we can meet soon!
Smooches
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hello darlings! I thank you for all your kind support throughout my hard time of job losing, searching for a new job, and keeping my head above water. I have not heard any word about any offers yet. but I am hopeful and confident and holding my head high for Em.

I am considering going to school with state aid. the new jersey reemployment help...
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one_pure_thought:
it would just be way too ironic if you didn't go back to school with the screen name that you have.

9monty:
Thanks for noticing. smile

Did Em have a wonderful Christmas?
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Still remaining in good, no great spirits no matter what. Job or no job. I'm still trying and I'll get something. i need to be happy and I will encourage myself. we are doing the best we can. and I don't want Em to sense that mommy is unsure of herself. parents are supposed to be there and strong for their children. I wanna be...
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raglegumm:

I hope I was as strong as you during hard times past, I hope to be as strong as you in hard times to come.

superficial:
hey, i hope your christmas was great!! smile

love
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okay, here's the deal, I will be happy no matter what is going on in my life even if it's frown or puke . why not? I'm allowed!

hope everyone's holidays are great. I am frantically making homemade gifts as fast as I can. Ideas are hard to come by but we shall see. I made Em a mini quilt for her to have as a new...
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eleph666:
Happy holidays smile
soeffinhappy:
Merry christmas
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ah, this again...a case of the blehs.
taking my little girl to the doctor for shots makes me sad. that's all I have to say.

and that job, I don't have it. long story.
I'm totally embarassed cause I was told I have it and announced it to everyone. and I found out it's not quite approved yet. I feel so dumb.
Current mood: frown frown puke blackeyed frown smile smile smile smile puke puke puke
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angelon:
Hey, its me, Angelon.The newone. I think you are a very emotional woman. The way you are describing your profile. I understand you. I would write more in my profile about myself, but my english is not the best.
angelon:
The most important thing is, never lose your smile.The smile on your face, the smile in your heart.
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thank you for 24 awesome compliments on the Nightmare b/4 Christmas quilt pics I posted! Wow, I feel the love.

the job prospect is a done deal! I start in January! I am a scientist again. doing research with a fragrance PhD! awesome. *breathes a sigh of relief* now I'm just nervous that I will be good at whatever it is I will be doing....
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chiquita:
your little junior is adorable. wink
beledi:
congrats on the job. i love being a scientist, but i miss it so. right now, i'm doing more public relations than biology and it makes me sad. frown

have a post-christmas gift-giving spree if you can't afford gifts now! it doesn't have to be christmas to give presents.
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Hello, dahlings!
I posted two pictures of my Nightmare Before Christmas quilt. Sally has no face and arms yet, but I am looking forward to completing her if I could find the time. Her stitches will be embroidered and I will continue to applique the rest of the body fabric. Hope you like it. hope to one day have a Sally tattoo.

got a prospect...
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tattoosnscrews:
I can't wait to show it off too.

kiss love kiss
thelastasthmatic:
anthem ,huh? have you read any other ayn rand books?
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Past, earlier today:
gained a neat friend, matt_organic. I spent hours IMing him and he seems very nice and down to earth. and he KNOWS spongebob!

Lost a friend form sg, sans name for the purpose of respect, I miss him and got the saddest email from him. I must be the most focused and supportive friend I could be to him.

Today but hopefully...
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rxqueen:
Dear SchoolGirl,
first off, here is some love for you!
love love love love love
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
secondly, FEEL BETTER.
i'm so happy to hear yr in good spirits
and keeping them even!
if they ever get shakey, let me know
and i'll try to cheer you up best i can!
but for now here are some extra smiles
smile smile smile

love,
RxQueen
priss:
The quilt sounds wonderful, I've always wanted to learn to quilt. I should just do it.
I will totally commission you to make a second one when you're through with yours!

Hey, we should start a suicidemoms group!

kiss
K
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It's snowing like crazy outside! yay! I love snowstorms. they're not so annoying and inconvenient if you just enjoy how beautiful they are.

Looking at the vast whiteness that goes on forever, all sparkly and clean. I love that soft, yet crunchy feel it has.
there seems to be a different kind of quiet during the snow.

I love the sound of silence. silence where...
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vastad:
Oh yeah...you're on the East Coast. I been seeing all the headlines about snow, though I haven't read up on them. They seem to repeat themselves every year.

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There are two points in the 24hr day I particularly love snow. One is under a full moon with cloudless sky. The snow goes kind of blue and there's this feeling like the air is gently being sucked UP past you towards the stars.

The other is break of day. Red sky. Birds singing. and fresh snow. the dirty sludge from all the boots, mud and cars are hidden for the moment and it feels like millions of tiny icicles are instantly forming and melting in your throat to bell music.

I still love seeing my breath form from my mouth. I remember playing choo-choo train as a little boy and my mouth was the steam whistle.

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Thank you for what you said about your own folks. It's what I like to hear. And you are very welcome yourself for the compliments on your wonderful daughter.
rustgiraffe:
thank you!! kiss it's been ok..not anything special. oh well..hehehe