schoolgirl

Hey babydolls,
Thanks for all the beautiful compliments in my last journal. lucky me to hear from such super lovely people.

I am up very late tonight and have a feeling I am not going to be getting much sleep. I don't think I can. Lots of thoughts in my head. Good ones. And why not? if positivity rules your life, your life will rock. I like how things are falling into place these days. Good stuff.

On a serious note, Friday is my 3rd anniversary. I feel fine. Oddly enough, I have a court procedure to attend regarding my divorce that day. I don't even care, it's just another day. We all know it is cliche to be taken out on your anniversary. I have never gone out, it was not considered a big deal. Being married to me *should have* been a very big deal. but in any event, I will do what I want this year and go out with Em to have a nice dinner. and then ice cream, of course, the usual Friday thing. not to celebrate, but to not view this as a day of doom. why should i be upset and depressed? I want it to be another day that we can do whatever we want. see? positivity rocks my world.

I wanna give mad props to my sweet ass friend, toneski. Not only has he been a super IM friend and great to talk to, but he sent me an awesome care package of music and stickers. and nothing is cooler than having a friend who comes complete with music and stickers. me the toneski. his care package is arriving soon.

you guys, send me some love and I will return it to you 3 fold! you want some? I promise.

all my love,
schoolgirl