Past, earlier today:
gained a neat friend, matt_organic. I spent hours IMing him and he seems very nice and down to earth. and he KNOWS spongebob!
Lost a friend form sg, sans name for the purpose of respect, I miss him and got the saddest email from him. I must be the most focused and supportive friend I could be to him.
Today but hopefully forever:
I feel the need to continue my newly found pride in myself. not a conceited pride. I'm not ever high on myself. I mean like standing tall and knowing that I am somebody too kind of pride. I'm a MOM! that surely makes me feel like I am important and hope to set a good example for her.
My darling miss em is forever amazing me. I can't get enough of her giggling and her ear piercing shrieks. Again, another wonderful day with her by my side and putting all my efforts to make her laugh. my little pumpkin pie.
Present news:
I have determined that I have been infected with the plague. i have never had a cold this badly or this long. It's evil. Remember my good spirits? yup. still keeping them. a little plague can't hold me down.
So I broke down and went to the doctor and so far it didn't help. so what?
Future:
Tomorrow I plan on doing some bank stuff and then internet searching for my new employer so I could apply and send resumes. Looking forward to playing with that crazy baby girl.
And chosing an art project to tackle. either getting back on continuing my nightmare before christmas quilt or cracking open my old computer and reentering the world of garbage art to make a lamp.
As always:
Love to you and you and you....
I am so lucky to have such wonderful, interesting, and supportive friends, new and old.
gained a neat friend, matt_organic. I spent hours IMing him and he seems very nice and down to earth. and he KNOWS spongebob!
Lost a friend form sg, sans name for the purpose of respect, I miss him and got the saddest email from him. I must be the most focused and supportive friend I could be to him.
Today but hopefully forever:
I feel the need to continue my newly found pride in myself. not a conceited pride. I'm not ever high on myself. I mean like standing tall and knowing that I am somebody too kind of pride. I'm a MOM! that surely makes me feel like I am important and hope to set a good example for her.
My darling miss em is forever amazing me. I can't get enough of her giggling and her ear piercing shrieks. Again, another wonderful day with her by my side and putting all my efforts to make her laugh. my little pumpkin pie.
Present news:
I have determined that I have been infected with the plague. i have never had a cold this badly or this long. It's evil. Remember my good spirits? yup. still keeping them. a little plague can't hold me down.
So I broke down and went to the doctor and so far it didn't help. so what?
Future:
Tomorrow I plan on doing some bank stuff and then internet searching for my new employer so I could apply and send resumes. Looking forward to playing with that crazy baby girl.
And chosing an art project to tackle. either getting back on continuing my nightmare before christmas quilt or cracking open my old computer and reentering the world of garbage art to make a lamp.
As always:
Love to you and you and you....
I am so lucky to have such wonderful, interesting, and supportive friends, new and old.
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first off, here is some love for you!
secondly, FEEL BETTER.
i'm so happy to hear yr in good spirits
and keeping them even!
if they ever get shakey, let me know
and i'll try to cheer you up best i can!
but for now here are some extra smiles
love,
RxQueen
I will totally commission you to make a second one when you're through with yours!
Hey, we should start a suicidemoms group!
K