Just some of my recent thoughts, no pictures today!
Lately I've been thinking about the whole piercing, tattoo, hair conflict I've had with my parents over and over again. I took out my tonguepiercing and my tunnels just so that my mum would quit smoking. I'm really happy she did and she kept her part of the deal and hasn't smoked yet. BUT I really miss the piercings. More and more I come to the conclusion that I don't want to be natural nor plain. I'm the kind of 'alternative' chick, I want piercings and weird hair. I want to be able to do that without having to hide it for my parents (like the nipples, hood and the tongueweb I used to have). Wednesday I'm going to get my first tattoo, which will be underneath the panties. It scares the hell out of me just to have yet another thing to hide. It sucks
What to do, what to do. I just wish that my future job wouldn't stand in the way of me discovering who I am more and more. The idea of piercings and tattoos is still not a nation-wide accepted concept and I will just not get hired if I have them. I guess that is my parents concern too. And they just dislike them and would feel ashamed towards friends and family. Which of course sucks too for they should accept me for who I am, but that's a whole other part of discussion. Then there is the fact they support me in a whole lot of other ways, like financially. I wouldn't be able to live here with my boyfriend if they didn't. Or I would have to get my money elsewhere and build up a huge debt. If I where to say to them I don't want their money anymore I would feel less guilty for doing stuff I want. But things would be so hard then. And now I feel sellfish for even taking the money anyway. Damn, I'm the thinking type o gall.
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Update from today: me and my boy went on a mountainbike tour, even though it's like 30C here. It was a lot of fun and it made me feel energetic again. The nature was beautiful and I got a little tan.
Also I'm getting more and more stoked about my trip to Laguna Beach. During the weekends I'm free to do what I want and there are a lot of SG and SGevents in California. Hopefully I'll be an SG by then and the parties will rock even harder
Love
Suzy
Lately I've been thinking about the whole piercing, tattoo, hair conflict I've had with my parents over and over again. I took out my tonguepiercing and my tunnels just so that my mum would quit smoking. I'm really happy she did and she kept her part of the deal and hasn't smoked yet. BUT I really miss the piercings. More and more I come to the conclusion that I don't want to be natural nor plain. I'm the kind of 'alternative' chick, I want piercings and weird hair. I want to be able to do that without having to hide it for my parents (like the nipples, hood and the tongueweb I used to have). Wednesday I'm going to get my first tattoo, which will be underneath the panties. It scares the hell out of me just to have yet another thing to hide. It sucks
What to do, what to do. I just wish that my future job wouldn't stand in the way of me discovering who I am more and more. The idea of piercings and tattoos is still not a nation-wide accepted concept and I will just not get hired if I have them. I guess that is my parents concern too. And they just dislike them and would feel ashamed towards friends and family. Which of course sucks too for they should accept me for who I am, but that's a whole other part of discussion. Then there is the fact they support me in a whole lot of other ways, like financially. I wouldn't be able to live here with my boyfriend if they didn't. Or I would have to get my money elsewhere and build up a huge debt. If I where to say to them I don't want their money anymore I would feel less guilty for doing stuff I want. But things would be so hard then. And now I feel sellfish for even taking the money anyway. Damn, I'm the thinking type o gall.
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Update from today: me and my boy went on a mountainbike tour, even though it's like 30C here. It was a lot of fun and it made me feel energetic again. The nature was beautiful and I got a little tan.
Also I'm getting more and more stoked about my trip to Laguna Beach. During the weekends I'm free to do what I want and there are a lot of SG and SGevents in California. Hopefully I'll be an SG by then and the parties will rock even harder
Love
SuzyVIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
My first tattoo was on my lower arm. The moment I layed eyes on it (it was in an old blackbook from a friend/tattoo artist) I knew where I wanted it... But still for job interviews it's a place you can cover so no worries.
Also, parents seem to think a tattoo is the beginning of a full body suit. But if you have a design that's not that aggressive, not to big, and not on hands, neck or face it doesn't effect your "chances in life". Cause the're only doing it to protect you
I know from experience that parents will come round when they see it... Although, if your living of their money, it's a sign of respect to wait a little while. And a tattoo under the knickers is a good sollution in the meantime!