Alright fuckface. I wish I could say this to your face... but i can't. (Partially because i'm assuming that i'll never hear from you again, and partially because i will never be calling you again.) So i'm putting it here. I loathe people like you. Fake fucking people who deceive the people who care about them.
*yawn*
i'm bored.
and going somewhere that i don't really want to go. i'm gonna try really hard to have a good time, but...
i hate meeting new people, so i'm kinda scared. Stupid social anxiety. Oh well. maybe i'll get really drunk and get on the conference call line. that doesn't seem like the worst idea in the world actually...
kin 154: White Spectral Wizard
I Dissolve in order to Enchant
Releasing Receptivity
I seal the Output of Timelessness
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled I am a galactic activation portal enter me.
i was going to put this in a friends thread, but i decided i wanted it out in the open. it's not like he'll ever read it, or know it's about him, but if he does i'll feel better for it.
I Love You
Almost no one has ever been nicer to me than he has. Certa
fuck it. i can't articulate why.
i just... Read More
i can't do this anymore.
tears streaming down my face, i am paralyzed. i can't move. i'm a mess.
wiping my nose on my shirt, not wanting to show the strangers in my living room my red face.
i can't explain it, but all of the sudden the anxiety is back. i can eat, but i can't do the homework, i can't clean, all i... Read More
i'm scared and excited.
i just took a big huge footstep in getting myself less attached to my job.
i'm going to try to change jobs. i applied for a transfer today.
i have a pretty good chance real good chance of getting it.
so, alls i have to do is kiss the right ass and i'm in the clear.
i can do that.
i... Read More
So transferred to a different position or a different area? Either way, congrats ahead of time. I know how great it feels when you make progress toward something you want professionally.
second day in a row that i am stuck in the basement at my university's library. i could leave, but my bag weighs about 35 pounds, and i don't want to lug it all over town. this stinks. i'm bored. my DS lite has failed to keep me entertained and there is only so much latin and macroeconomics i can stomach. speaking of stomach, i'm... Read More
so, he went and talked to the lawyer today.
he's looking at something like a 1000$ fine, 25 days in jail and 2 years of probation.
yeesh.
the lawyer is going to try and get the jail time cut down, but he is not optimistic.
sooo looks like he may be able to make the round of classes that start in june.
shit.
i need... Read More
i second guess you every time. yep.
i love the way you touch me, but i wonder about when you leave.
how will i get over it?
will i want to get over it?
in the mean time, i will enjoy the big muscley arms wrapped around me and the throaty laugh, and try not to think about 2 months from now.
he makes me... Read More
