schmelectra

i have knots in my stomach.
i am going out to breakfast with the boy that i can't stop thinking about.
i am kinda terrified.
i don't really know what to do in this regard.
i mentioned something about one of the things we talked about on wednesday night, and he didn't seem to remember. i guess i will try to find out if he...
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I can't stop thinking about a boy.
i have nothing to say here.

moving makes me tired.
i'm going to be living in a new place in less than a week *sigh*
i can't wait!

speaking of douche chills...

opie and anthony are the best thing ever.

"Now go be a poker player, just like your father!"

two years ago at a party he grabbed my upper arm thumb tightly pressed on an irritated burn on the fleshy inside and whispered in my ear 'i'm going to hurt you'.
i didn't know how right he was until now.
huh.

Bawb was right. I have so many good friends. People who will be there for me, people who i can just be myself around. i feel so lucky tonight. it's late and i should be asleep, but tonight i can't sleep because i am happy-- not because i'm sad...

remember,
" 'You tell me: life is hard to bear.' But if it were otherwise, why should you have your pride in the morning and your resignation in the evening?
Life is hard to bear: but do not pretend to be so tender!
We are all of us pretty fine asses and assesses of burden!
What have we in common with the rosebud which trembles...
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i can't figure out what to do. i want to call but everytime i do i just stare at my phone. i don't even know what i'd say at this point. is there anything to say? there probably is. i don't know that there is anyway for me to stop thinking about all of the dumb drunken things i did and said. i really wish...
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Thing 1. I found a house. yep. i'm moving. WOOHOOO!!!! The house is amazing, and i'm renting it with 2 really good friends. This will be really great, i know it...

Thing 2. I AM HORNY AS FUCK!!!! OH MY GOD I NEED TO BE GETTING FUCKED RIGHT NOW!!!!!SERIOUSLY AAARRRGGHHHH!!!!
It's approx 9 million degrees outside, and all i want is to have hot, sweaty,...
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