schmelectra's SuicideGirls Blog

i am in love with a man i can never ever have.
ok. maybe not love, but it's something serious and it frustrates the shit out of me.
how can one man be everything i've ever wanted?
i don't know, but he just is.

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marginwalker2002:

Yikes. I think I'm about to start meds for depression (not sure which yet) and I'm hoping it doesn't affect my ability to drink if I want to. We'll just have to see.

And you're welcome to give me a call as well if you want / need. The numbers in the phone tag group phone book.

Jan 30, 2007

crim:

Man, I love that feeling.

Jan 30, 2007

ok. here goes.
Charles in cheese is coming to work in my store. He has been working at another store (within the company)- we haven't worked together for years. When we did work together (about three years ago) we had a huge mutual crush. Nothing came of it. Last march he looked me up online and sent me an email and his phone #. The...
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disdain:

ahh! i didn't think that things could actually go any further down hill...

Jan 25, 2007

d_day:

I'm tellin' ya, I'll have no problems leaving Portland.

Jan 25, 2007

i have so much to say, and no words to say it....

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dr_ew:

Jan 20, 2007

l7rules:

I know the feeling

Jan 20, 2007

l7rules:

i LOVE THE BOWL ON YOUR HEAD PIC

You look great in those shades!!!

Jan 17, 2007

gentleman_loser:

I think I had some of that wine a year ago when I was in Oregon for Christmas!
And the jeans are totally

Jan 18, 2007

thanks. you know youre making this really easy.
if i hate you before you leave, i won't care when you go.
only i wish i could have said goodbye...

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zarth:

Initially, I went to college planning on being a history profesor. But the pigeonholes that the academic discipline of history are divided into were too maddeningly specialized for me to stick with that. I graduated in 2004, thinking that maybe I could be a diplomat, so I took the foreign service exam, got an interview and then the election happened. I figured if worse came to worst, I could still work under Powell for four years if necessary, but of course Powell was the first guy he fired. I withdrew my candidacy, never did find a career, and am back to doing the job I went to college to get away from.

Linguistics was a lot of fun, though. Don't let me talk you out of it. I use it to create imaginary languages (speaking of nerd points . . .) in my spare time. But unless you're planning on staying in academia, I'd recommend at least a second major. And take internships.

And yes, Latin is at least very, very sexy.

Jan 16, 2007

gentleman_loser:

Awww... I can really sympathize...
Sorry to hear it ,that is never easy :-(

Jan 17, 2007

"... something for your anxiety"

no. not yet. i want to conquer this shit.

Superabo. Ego Hoc Malum Superabo.

Ego Malum Tolerabo. 

Superabimus.

yep.







ps. latin is so much sexier in courier...

wonder why?

is it just that i am a NERD?

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disdain:

we writes in courier so our papers can be shorter.

Jan 13, 2007

_tab:

I will!

Jan 13, 2007

*fingers crossed*
please please please

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tangledupinblue:

here's the stencil of my text tattoo -- told you, not as much courier as yours, but easier to explain!

Jan 7, 2007

tangledupinblue:

isn't it badass, though?

I've got some other phrases in courier on my mind and similar portraits I'd like done (Sam Cooke, Otis Reading)

Jan 8, 2007

GIRLHOUSE ROADTRIP!!!!

l7rules:

sounds like it could be fun

Jan 2, 2007

Posted somewhere else: 7 hours ago

this is stupid.
my life is stupid.
how will i ever do anything if i can't even get up off the couch? i am Depressed.
I have no motivation to do anything.
i don't even really want to talk to anyone, i just want someone to hold me and let me cry.
i hate feeling like this.
i hate...
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disdain:

sarah my love, you know that you don't have to keep that game face on when you're at home. margaret and i love you and will cry with you whenever you need it. don't worry about making us uncomfortable, you couldn't possibly do that. you've been here for me a lot this year & i will always be here for you. to listen. or chat. or cry. anything.
i know that you know that, but i'll say it again and again. as often as needed.

Dec 30, 2006