schmelectra

you're my seeing eye dog and i am blind
you take me there every time
with that winning combination of loyal and kind
your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

i want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket
to every thought i could think now, i say fuck it
i just want to go with how i feel
like my only job here
is to care for and covet you, dear


i love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips
with just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips
the way you hang the whole room on a word
like a little stick in the beak of a bird

first we touched fingers and then we touched toes
then my army surrendered
my government overthrown
i threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home
just dying to be chewed
the dog was chosen by the bone

be my seeing eye dog
cuz i am blind
just take me there
one more time
with that winning combination of loyal and kind
your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

i want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket
to every thought i could think now, i say fuck it
i just want to go with how i feel
like my only job here is to care for and covet you, dear

usually when i post Ani Difranco lyrics, it means i'm depressed.
I'm far from it.
I'm scared, but i feel alive.
The best i've felt in ages.
I've thrown caution to the wind, and it turns out that i've been wrong all along and all i needed was some empirical evidence to back it up.
i'm hung over, tired, and have a shit ton of studying to do, but i'm not discouraged. i'm not anxious.
i know it seems silly, i can hardly believe it myself.
but i am getting better.
i have been given someone to help me,
he wants to help me to figure this shit out.
i want to keep him around as long as i possibly can.