schmelectra

two things.
a. not going to prom
oh well, i'm gettin' something better for my birthday
b. somehow, i managed to get another A in latin!
i don't know how... i got Cs in my other two classes. oh well. it could be worse.
latin was the only class this term that i really wanted to do well in.

I'M GOING TO PROM!!!
yay!
i get to pretend to be fancy people for 4 whole days!
i couldn't be more excited

you're my seeing eye dog and i am blind
you take me there every time
with that winning combination of loyal and kind
your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

i want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket
to every thought i could think now, i say fuck it
i just want to go with how i feel
like...
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i dont ask for much, truth be told i'd settle for a life less frightening
Is there a God tonight
Up in the sky
Or is it empty just like me? (Just like me)
A place where we can hide
Out from the night
Where you are all I see (Where you are all I see)
So blow a kiss goodbye then close your eyes...
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Alright fuckface. I wish I could say this to your face... but i can't. (Partially because i'm assuming that i'll never hear from you again, and partially because i will never be calling you again.) So i'm putting it here. I loathe people like you. Fake fucking people who deceive the people who care about them.

*yawn*
i'm bored.
and going somewhere that i don't really want to go. i'm gonna try really hard to have a good time, but...
i hate meeting new people, so i'm kinda scared. Stupid social anxiety. Oh well. maybe i'll get really drunk and get on the conference call line. that doesn't seem like the worst idea in the world actually...

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kin 154: White Spectral Wizard
I Dissolve in order to Enchant
Releasing Receptivity
I seal the Output of Timelessness
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled
I am a galactic activation portal enter me.

i was going to put this in a friends thread, but i decided i wanted it out in the open. it's not like he'll ever read it, or know it's about him, but if he does i'll feel better for it.



I Love You

Almost no one has ever been nicer to me than he has. Certa

fuck it. i can't articulate why.
i just...
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i can't do this anymore.
tears streaming down my face, i am paralyzed. i can't move. i'm a mess.
wiping my nose on my shirt, not wanting to show the strangers in my living room my red face.
i can't explain it, but all of the sudden the anxiety is back. i can eat, but i can't do the homework, i can't clean, all i...
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