Things are better.
Much better.
I told a secret yesterday, it felt really good. Even though he already knew, it was still nice.
For the first time in a very long time, i am really looking forward to the future.
I feel so healthy and happy most of the time that i am able to slog through the rough times and understand that they won't... Read More
i am exhausted.
flat out, down right, beat down.
i wish i never ever had to work.
i love my job, but it is exhausting. i don't know how people cashier all day. i just don't
in other news, i got to hold 17300$ last night, and am currently staring at about 15000. yep.
15k. that is a lot of damn money.
fuck.
i wish... Read More
things continue to be good for me.
nothing really new to report...
adam and i have begun to plan our trip in late june.
d0bermann, it looks like we're going to be in montreal somewhere around the last few days in june, just thought i'd let you know.
school is kicking my ass.
i have less and less motivation to go and more motivation... Read More
Gotta agree with Bill on this. Deal with the school work. The boy is supportive of you and can hold his hirses. He'll probably hate me for saying so ( ), but its true.
Anyone want to explain to me what the hell purpose a verbal adjective has?
i mean, really.
Couldn't the Romans have had verbs and adjectives always be two separate words?
Or at least have the 'participles' and 'gerunds' follow the same fucking rules as either verbs or adjectives, instaed of having their own damn rules.
wanna see somethin funny?
here are all of the forms... Read More
there are a few things in life that i loathe.
loathe
this is about one of them.
it's how people talk about the mentally ill.
i really can't stand it. i would prefer not to think that i am mentally ill, but i think in some very small way i totally... Read More
i used to feel like i was spending my time tilting at windmills.
you know, chasing that thing that i could never have.
looking for something that i wasn't even sure really existed.
it does exist.
i feel like every second i stare at this screen i am getting dumber.
i am go ing to go read about string theory and possibly take a nap or do some latin homework.
we'll see...
), but its true.
I don't know what my schedule looks like on friday. Try to call me when I"m there and we'll figure something out.