Tried to watch Vampyros Lesbos yesterday. It's a 1970 german hooro film about lesbian wampires Boy was it bad. I would love to know how netflix thought I would love it. It's the first movie in a long time that I turned off and not am going to finish.
There are only two things I really have to do today. The first is call all...
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There are only two things I really have to do today. The first is call all...
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Damn it. I just got broken up with. At least she was honest about it. Bah.
I clean my house. Make sure that her favorite drink is in the fridge. Keep dinner wharm while she is caught in traffic. Bah.
5:58pm I'll write people more but the general gist of th econversation was that I was nice and fun to hang out with but I...
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I clean my house. Make sure that her favorite drink is in the fridge. Keep dinner wharm while she is caught in traffic. Bah.
5:58pm I'll write people more but the general gist of th econversation was that I was nice and fun to hang out with but I...
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joshof13thfloor:
Aw jeezuz man, i'm sorry to hear that.
You are right about one thing though, at least she was honet with you. I have a bit of experience with being lied to by girlfriends, especially where things that have broken us up are concerned. Maybe if nothing else you can make the headway only a clean break can grant you, not having to find some sort of closure on the whole thing.
This girl obviously didn't know what she had in you or she's like so many other women i've known and you were just, in all honesty, to damn good for her.
Anyways, nothing i or anyone else can say is probably gonna do you any good right now, just know you got people out here who relate with you and feel your pain. Remember if you need an ear to bend i'm right around the e-corner, brother. Take care.
*edited 'cause i can't be bothered by good grammar*
[Edited on Nov 16, 2003 7:17AM]
You are right about one thing though, at least she was honet with you. I have a bit of experience with being lied to by girlfriends, especially where things that have broken us up are concerned. Maybe if nothing else you can make the headway only a clean break can grant you, not having to find some sort of closure on the whole thing.
This girl obviously didn't know what she had in you or she's like so many other women i've known and you were just, in all honesty, to damn good for her.
Anyways, nothing i or anyone else can say is probably gonna do you any good right now, just know you got people out here who relate with you and feel your pain. Remember if you need an ear to bend i'm right around the e-corner, brother. Take care.
*edited 'cause i can't be bothered by good grammar*
[Edited on Nov 16, 2003 7:17AM]
alisa:
WTF??!!!! what did she say? and what is that leaving you waiting like that. i mean i thought things were going so well. i can't believe she let you slip through her fingers. you are one of the sweetest most kindest genuine person i've met on here. and she's a fool to give you up.
she'll regret it for sure. i hate when girls pass up good guys on the chance that they might find someone better. like what just cause you treated her like a queen she thinks some other guy is going to do for her all that you did?
bah!!! fuck her!!!!
she'll regret it for sure. i hate when girls pass up good guys on the chance that they might find someone better. like what just cause you treated her like a queen she thinks some other guy is going to do for her all that you did?
bah!!! fuck her!!!!
Pick-up LIne fo the Day: Will screw for food.
I wish I would never have found the phone number for unemployment office.
My mom took me out to Hometown Buffet for dinner. It wasn't bad and my Mom has gotten better at eatting iwthout teeth.
Friend sent me an 80's lyrics quiz. I managed to get 28.5 out of something much larger. After looking at...
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I wish I would never have found the phone number for unemployment office.
My mom took me out to Hometown Buffet for dinner. It wasn't bad and my Mom has gotten better at eatting iwthout teeth.
Friend sent me an 80's lyrics quiz. I managed to get 28.5 out of something much larger. After looking at...
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Pick-up Line of the Day: What will it cost me for some suction?
It's 5am and I haven't slept yet. I'll probably hit the sack at around 6:30 or so. It's not like I have to be awake during the day.
Still no word on unemployment and I am still worried. Being able to check on if they mailed a check or not is combination...
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It's 5am and I haven't slept yet. I'll probably hit the sack at around 6:30 or so. It's not like I have to be awake during the day.
Still no word on unemployment and I am still worried. Being able to check on if they mailed a check or not is combination...
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evil:
I was on unemployment for 8 months this year! It was a blast! I hope you get it!!! Here's a pick up line for ya- "I saw a girl in my dreams, but she was faceless and has the same name as you" (insert name where ever) That's the worst line I've ever heard! 
joshof13thfloor:
My grandfather said once to me when i was very young that if i just went up to a girl and asked her straight up " hey baby, wanna fuck? " then i would probably get slapped 9 out of 10 times but that 10th time would be gold.
Granddad was indeed a wise man.
Granddad was indeed a wise man.
Pick-up Line of the Day: Great Googly Moogly.
Nothing exciting on my plate today. I have to go and buy cat food for Taco and that is it.
Caught up with the Clone Wars animated micro-series today on the Cartoon Network website. It will be very cool when the dvd comes out.
Nothing exciting on my plate today. I have to go and buy cat food for Taco and that is it.
Caught up with the Clone Wars animated micro-series today on the Cartoon Network website. It will be very cool when the dvd comes out.
Pick-up Line of The Day: You ever think about being in a wet T-shirt contest?
Feeling better today. Sleep and food did help. I am still down but I'm not having the panic attacks and crying jags I was having the day before yesterday. I am thinking I might need to boworrow money from my Dad to get my anti-depressants filled. I am one left...
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Feeling better today. Sleep and food did help. I am still down but I'm not having the panic attacks and crying jags I was having the day before yesterday. I am thinking I might need to boworrow money from my Dad to get my anti-depressants filled. I am one left...
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joshof13thfloor:
Thanks a lot for the support, my man. I'll get through. I just hate all things doctor related.
Maybe one day soon i can learn to appreciate good sleep again, i beleive i may already enjoy good food a little to much if you know what i mean.
Don't panic attacks suck a dick? I've expereinced so much stupid shit that my mind has created out of nothing, and the worst thing is nobody who hasn't went trough the same kind of thing can never really understand, can they?
I think i've come up with a solution to my own personal employment woes. I'm gonna apply for disabilitie. I don't like the idea of doing it really but i have to do something for an income and my family. It hurts the pride but pride can quite often be a lot like fire, it can make a good servant but a bad master, and i may not be able to master anything else in my life but i'll master this.
Later.
Maybe one day soon i can learn to appreciate good sleep again, i beleive i may already enjoy good food a little to much if you know what i mean.
Don't panic attacks suck a dick? I've expereinced so much stupid shit that my mind has created out of nothing, and the worst thing is nobody who hasn't went trough the same kind of thing can never really understand, can they?
I think i've come up with a solution to my own personal employment woes. I'm gonna apply for disabilitie. I don't like the idea of doing it really but i have to do something for an income and my family. It hurts the pride but pride can quite often be a lot like fire, it can make a good servant but a bad master, and i may not be able to master anything else in my life but i'll master this.
Later.
No pick up line today.
My Dad came by and took me grocery shopping today. It is nice that I have food in the house now and Taco has a clean box as well. We also went shopping for a replacement lazyboy for him. Ot was fun.
I am completly freaked out about unemployment right now. I think I really fucked up. I told the...
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My Dad came by and took me grocery shopping today. It is nice that I have food in the house now and Taco has a clean box as well. We also went shopping for a replacement lazyboy for him. Ot was fun.
I am completly freaked out about unemployment right now. I think I really fucked up. I told the...
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jora:
You are NOT a fucktard! I'm glad that you got food. I wish you'd get some normal sleep. That can really mess things up even more. Don't screw yourself up - for your sake (and Taco's).
It's really hard doing interviews and such when you've been fired. I was fired once from a job for being disrespectful to the boss. (Who, me? LOL.) I had been there 4 years and then were bought by some huge company. I stayed another year until I blew up at the boss. I was pretty high up in the company, and then I was labeled a "problem". I mean, I got a good review and a big raise right before the incident happened. I sweated about what to tell interviewers. I tried to sugar-coat it as much as I could without lying. Eventually, i got the job that I have now, but I had months of doing crappy (!!!!!) temp. work and stressing out. It all worked out though and it will for you too.
When in doubt, kiss Taco.
I'm always thinking of you and sending good thoughts.
It's really hard doing interviews and such when you've been fired. I was fired once from a job for being disrespectful to the boss. (Who, me? LOL.) I had been there 4 years and then were bought by some huge company. I stayed another year until I blew up at the boss. I was pretty high up in the company, and then I was labeled a "problem". I mean, I got a good review and a big raise right before the incident happened. I sweated about what to tell interviewers. I tried to sugar-coat it as much as I could without lying. Eventually, i got the job that I have now, but I had months of doing crappy (!!!!!) temp. work and stressing out. It all worked out though and it will for you too.
When in doubt, kiss Taco.
I'm always thinking of you and sending good thoughts.
rumpusparable:
hey hon, good luck with everything. good thoughts to you. hope you've gotten some good sleep by now....
Pick-up line of the Day: Can play connect the dots with your moles?
Wish I could understand why I feel so self-destructive at times. I am sure some of it my diet and just getting bored but I'm sure that can't be all of it. Luckily I know enough about how this works that I can minimize the spill-over onto the people I care about....
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Wish I could understand why I feel so self-destructive at times. I am sure some of it my diet and just getting bored but I'm sure that can't be all of it. Luckily I know enough about how this works that I can minimize the spill-over onto the people I care about....
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daisie:
I haven't seen legally blone 2 yet, am wanting to though 
Am hoping I might get it in my christmas stocking *lol* Hope your having a good weekend!!! xx
Am hoping I might get it in my christmas stocking *lol* Hope your having a good weekend!!! xx
joshof13thfloor:
I'm no genius or anything (nothing could be closer to the truth) but it seems as if, between here and your post on the depression group, that something may be eating at you a little bit.
If you'd like to bend my ear about it then feel free to brother.
I'm not the best conversationalist but i listen pretty good.
If you'd like to bend my ear about it then feel free to brother.
I'm not the best conversationalist but i listen pretty good.
Pick-up Line of the Day: You sure have pretty hair.
Got taken out to dinner last night by an old friend. That was really nice.
So keeping up my health insurance is going to cost ~190 dollars a month. Ugh. It's probably something I need to do but dang.
Time to watch more of Shoah today.
Got taken out to dinner last night by an old friend. That was really nice.
So keeping up my health insurance is going to cost ~190 dollars a month. Ugh. It's probably something I need to do but dang.
Time to watch more of Shoah today.
Pick-up Line fo the day: You want to take delivery or my package.
Went out to my folks last night for dinner. My Dad made a yummy beef stew. Ended up watching Them. Giant radioactive ants in the storm sewers under LA.
Went and saw Matrix Revolution yesterday. I liked it but I imagne lots of people won't. Maybe I missed something in the orginal...
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Went out to my folks last night for dinner. My Dad made a yummy beef stew. Ended up watching Them. Giant radioactive ants in the storm sewers under LA.
Went and saw Matrix Revolution yesterday. I liked it but I imagne lots of people won't. Maybe I missed something in the orginal...
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joshof13thfloor:
I love the shit out of THEM, that movie kicks ass.
Your talkin' insurance so i take it that the job search has ended?
If its cool by you i'm gonna add you to my friends list, man. I keep comin' back around to see how your doin' anyways so i figured that would be the thing to do.
Your talkin' insurance so i take it that the job search has ended?
If its cool by you i'm gonna add you to my friends list, man. I keep comin' back around to see how your doin' anyways so i figured that would be the thing to do.
schleprock:
Pick-up Line of the Day:
Got taken out to dinner last night by an old friend. That was really nice.
So keeping up my health insurance is going to cost ~190 dollars a month. Ugh. It's probably something I need to do but dang.
Time to watch more of Shoah today.
Got taken out to dinner last night by an old friend. That was really nice.
So keeping up my health insurance is going to cost ~190 dollars a month. Ugh. It's probably something I need to do but dang.
Time to watch more of Shoah today.
I know its gotta hurt like a bitch what with her rejecting you like she did but try to look at it from a positive point of view, at least you found out now that it's not gonna work out rather than later when you would have been even more attached and emotionally invested.
At the risk of sounding like a really bad Hallmark card, things really will come back around for ya.