Still freaked about the interview but in a good way. I really do hope that it turns out well and I get the job even though the commute will kill me. Gues coming up with things to do today to keep my mind off of things should be fun.
Got Mame up and working on my machie yesterday. It makes me want to get my...
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Got Mame up and working on my machie yesterday. It makes me want to get my...
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NOthign exciting today. Gonna take a nap and watch 24 and the kings game.
9:10pm Maybe I shouldn't have eaten half a tub of oatmeal chocolate chip cookies because I feeling pretty damn hyper right now. Completly freaked out by the interview on Monday. I shouldn't be, it's hard not to be.
9:10pm Maybe I shouldn't have eaten half a tub of oatmeal chocolate chip cookies because I feeling pretty damn hyper right now. Completly freaked out by the interview on Monday. I shouldn't be, it's hard not to be.
jora:
Interview... la la la!!! I hope it goes well.
I just wanted to say hello. It's hecka late and I am ready to pass out. All is ok now with Danny. Had a bump in the road (I overeacted, of course), but now all is fine.
Give Taco kisses for me.
*HUG*
I just wanted to say hello. It's hecka late and I am ready to pass out. All is ok now with Danny. Had a bump in the road (I overeacted, of course), but now all is fine.
Give Taco kisses for me.
*HUG*
I think I am sick. Bleech. I hope it's only a cold and not the flu. It's been amuzing to see the news folks go bonkers about the number of people dying of the flu. If I remember the figures right more people die of the flu every year than die of aids. It might be because it's little kids that are the victims.
Watched...
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Watched...
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alisa:
i hope that you're feeling better honey 
and did you send them out already? if you did just call the people and say the copying center that did them screwed up. and you wanted to correct their mistake
and did you send them out already? if you did just call the people and say the copying center that did them screwed up. and you wanted to correct their mistake
daisie:
*waves*
I'm back yay!! Hope your ok sweetie
*hug*
I'm back
yay!! Hope your ok sweetie
*hug*
Took my Mom to the pshrink today. It wasn't bad at all. It was mostly driving her over there and waiting and taking her to get her perscription filled. She even offered to get me some gas but it was 6 miles and she has enough people taking advantage of her.
Feeling a little sick today. I think I might have got something from my...
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Feeling a little sick today. I think I might have got something from my...
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Feeling better today. I think my plan for the day is seeing my step-mom and hanfing out in the library gathering information for the CBEST.
I want to thank everyone for thier support. It means a lot. I know I am a drama queen sometimes.
Watched Battel Royale yesterday. It's sort of a Japanese Lord of the Flies. It's so strange that the Japanese film...
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I want to thank everyone for thier support. It means a lot. I know I am a drama queen sometimes.
Watched Battel Royale yesterday. It's sort of a Japanese Lord of the Flies. It's so strange that the Japanese film...
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rumpusparable:
about the pic comment.
am sorry you're feeling down again. more good thoughts to you.
about the pic comment.
am sorry you're feeling down again. more good thoughts to you.
Got to get up and out of the house today. Otherwise I think I will sleep most of it or be very depressed and have a very bad day. Even though sleeping has it's own appeal right now. Sigh.
Nothing else really new.
Nothing else really new.
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jora:
Hi. I read what you posted in the Group. I had no idea that you were so down. I'm sorry. *BIG HUG* You know that I truly 
you, right?
As for your question: I've felt that way before. It's like the physical pain distracts your mind from the emotional pain. It's like by doing "it", you are controlling that choice, that action, when you feel out of control of everything else. Just be careful that the Celexa isn't affecting you badly. Check in somehow with a Doc. about it if you can.
Everything WILL be ok. Call me anytime, and I'll call you back (I know you're not made of $$ right now) if you EVER (!!!!!) need to talk. I will email you my hm and cell #'s. Night or day, call me, okay?
Tons of
Jora
you, right?
As for your question: I've felt that way before. It's like the physical pain distracts your mind from the emotional pain. It's like by doing "it", you are controlling that choice, that action, when you feel out of control of everything else. Just be careful that the Celexa isn't affecting you badly. Check in somehow with a Doc. about it if you can.
Everything WILL be ok. Call me anytime, and I'll call you back (I know you're not made of $$ right now) if you EVER (!!!!!) need to talk. I will email you my hm and cell #'s. Night or day, call me, okay?
Tons of
Jora
joshof13thfloor:
Hang in there buddy.
Just remember, if nothing else you have people out here who care about you and what happens to you.
Hell, man, you've got three...count 'em...THREE, beautiful ladies concerned with your well being right now. If you can't count anything else in your life then at least you know your rich in friends.
I know that you probably feel like you're in a deep, dark, hole right now and you're probably sick of peoples dippy advice, but things really will get better, man. It may not seem like it right now but they will.
I may not be real bright, and i'm sure as hell not as pretty as Alisa or Jora, but you can talk to me anytime you like, brother. I'm here if you need an ear.
Just remember, if nothing else you have people out here who care about you and what happens to you.
Hell, man, you've got three...count 'em...THREE, beautiful ladies concerned with your well being right now. If you can't count anything else in your life then at least you know your rich in friends.
I know that you probably feel like you're in a deep, dark, hole right now and you're probably sick of peoples dippy advice, but things really will get better, man. It may not seem like it right now but they will.
I may not be real bright, and i'm sure as hell not as pretty as Alisa or Jora, but you can talk to me anytime you like, brother. I'm here if you need an ear.
Had a goofy moment last night. I went to get some water to drink and noticed that I had put the paper towels in the fridge. That is not as bad as the time I put a 2-liter bottle of coke in a stove that never really went off.
I guess I should shower today since it's been a while. Taco doesn't mind if I'm...
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I guess I should shower today since it's been a while. Taco doesn't mind if I'm...
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toria:
*everything is going to be okay*
joshof13thfloor:
Thanks a lot brother. That looks like a relly cool site. I can never get enough toonage.
Sorry to hear about the job falling through. Better luck next round, now get up and keep swinging those punches.
Sorry to hear about the job falling through. Better luck next round, now get up and keep swinging those punches.
Got an email about a job yesterday. Which helped to perk up my day. Everybody keep something crossed for me.
The guy that broke up with my ex did it by email and then left for a weekend trip with his budies. What a creep in my book. He sounds like one of the people that use the word love very easily and that helped...
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The guy that broke up with my ex did it by email and then left for a weekend trip with his budies. What a creep in my book. He sounds like one of the people that use the word love very easily and that helped...
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rumpusparable:
*crosses fingers & toes* good luck!
thanks, yeah, we've been having some fun.. a couple we're friends with is back from the states & we 4 had a good delayed thanksgiving and stuff... hubby is back in the field for another week or two, but we had a good week where he had off & bummed around together
thanks, yeah, we've been having some fun.. a couple we're friends with is back from the states & we 4 had a good delayed thanksgiving and stuff... hubby is back in the field for another week or two, but we had a good week where he had off & bummed around together
jora:
So, what's going on with the job??????????
Been having a non stop stress attack since pretty much yesterday. It hasn't been fun at all.
Supposed to go to lunch with my Mom today. Free food is good.
One of my exes just got dumped and I am supposed to talk to her later on. She is a real sweetie and doesn't deserved to be dumped even though she dumped me. If that...
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Supposed to go to lunch with my Mom today. Free food is good.
One of my exes just got dumped and I am supposed to talk to her later on. She is a real sweetie and doesn't deserved to be dumped even though she dumped me. If that...
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sakita:
that makes complete sense.
some of my exes are the bestest
but we just didnt work out for some reason or another
dont stress about the job thing, one will find you!
free food is great!
take care. badtz maru is sooooooooooooo awesome!
some of my exes are the bestest
but we just didnt work out for some reason or another
dont stress about the job thing, one will find you!
free food is great!
take care. badtz maru is sooooooooooooo awesome!
Turkey day went okay. Tried to help my Dad with his computer and it turned out that he has a bad video card. Luckily he is shipping it back to Dell to have them fix it. I don't think I will ever buy a system from one of the big companies.
Well I have rent money now and money to cover my student loan payment...
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Well I have rent money now and money to cover my student loan payment...
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joshof13thfloor:
What up, my brother?
Good to hear your turkey day was kosher.
Here's hoping your life looks up for ya soon. You deserve it, man. In the little while that i've been fortunate to know you here on SG you've been nothing if not golden to me.
Take care of Taco, keep your chin up and don't let the bastards drive ya down.
Good to hear your turkey day was kosher.
Here's hoping your life looks up for ya soon. You deserve it, man. In the little while that i've been fortunate to know you here on SG you've been nothing if not golden to me.
Take care of Taco, keep your chin up and don't let the bastards drive ya down.