It certainly got cold in my apartment last night. I had the heater set to 62 and it still kicked on this morning. Luckly I have lots of blankets, a thick layer of insullating fat and a fuzzy kitty to keep me warm.
I miss showering with a friendly female body.
And boy I can't type for shit.
4:02pm Found out today that I got...
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I miss showering with a friendly female body.
And boy I can't type for shit.
4:02pm Found out today that I got...
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Had to take a test today for an interview with California State University Chancellor's office. I was very amused that some of the questions were the same as the test I took a couple of weekends ago. I submitted me resume so long ago for the position I had sort of forgotten about it.
I love being able to digitize my music collection and listen...
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I love being able to digitize my music collection and listen...
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I'm not sure I can eat icecream anymore. I had some at my folks house and I ended up having some GI disress. It could also be that I ate real food for the first time in a while. Both sure tasted good though.
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I hate having jobs that I applied for relisted when they haven't even talked to me. Especially when I know I...
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joshof13thfloor:
Bastards. That's my favorite Motorhead album, you ever listen to Motorhead, bro? If not then i highly recommend them. They make it feel good to be a pissed-off, foul-mouthed,meat eating,male. Very aggresive.
The whole ice cream thing might be due to a intolorence to foods containing lactose. My wife has that same problem but only sometimes when she eats dairy stuff, other times she's fine, it's weird.
Are you going to see LotR-RotK on Wednesday, man? I'm gonna try, but it's not lookin' so good. I may not have anyone to watch my kids and if so then i no go and that'd suuuuuuuuck.
-Josh
The whole ice cream thing might be due to a intolorence to foods containing lactose. My wife has that same problem but only sometimes when she eats dairy stuff, other times she's fine, it's weird.
Are you going to see LotR-RotK on Wednesday, man? I'm gonna try, but it's not lookin' so good. I may not have anyone to watch my kids and if so then i no go and that'd suuuuuuuuck.
-Josh
Feelig better today. Probably because I showed and chaved, at least that is what I am going to tell myself. Guess I just needed some blood flowing through my veins.
It's pretty cool that we captured Saddam. I wish I could have gotten in on some of the reward action.
Having dinner at my Dads tonight. Wooo...free food.
Watched part of the BBC series Cracker...
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It's pretty cool that we captured Saddam. I wish I could have gotten in on some of the reward action.
Having dinner at my Dads tonight. Wooo...free food.
Watched part of the BBC series Cracker...
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joshof13thfloor:
Glad you had a good time, brother.
I'm not really sure what all the differences in normal Risk and LoTR Risk is. That was the first time i played Risk of any form in like 10 years so it was like playing a whole new game for me. I do know one thing thats new, theres a ring of power that represents the path of the fellowship that travels across the board on a path towards Mt. Doom.
It was pretty fun, i was playing the bad guys (go figure) and the good guys were kicking my ass but i won on a single dice roll thanks to the new rules concerning the ring. Evil rules.
-Josh
I'm not really sure what all the differences in normal Risk and LoTR Risk is. That was the first time i played Risk of any form in like 10 years so it was like playing a whole new game for me. I do know one thing thats new, theres a ring of power that represents the path of the fellowship that travels across the board on a path towards Mt. Doom.
It was pretty fun, i was playing the bad guys (go figure) and the good guys were kicking my ass but i won on a single dice roll thanks to the new rules concerning the ring. Evil rules.
-Josh
Got my college transcript the other day and it was worse than expected. It's ver discouraging to be talented at many things and then have my execution suck so much ass. At least I know where I stand now.
Taco is completly grooving on the birds outside. It makes me happy to watch her be happy. She is ver good kitty even though she pokes...
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Taco is completly grooving on the birds outside. It makes me happy to watch her be happy. She is ver good kitty even though she pokes...
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joshof13thfloor:
Try being just intellegent enough to want something more and to have those around you beleive that you're capable of acheiving more and being to stupid to ever really suceed at anything useful.
A lot of us care, brother, but that's never going to change the fact that sometimes you're going to feel the way you feel no matter what we say. Loneliness can sneak up and bite you on the ass sometimes and worse yet there's just no fixing it on some days.
I do think that you need to get out more, man. I shut myself off from the world once and went truly mad for a time. Go out and experience life again. Good or bad, it will help. Just get out in it. Anywho, just my 2 cents.
-Josh
A lot of us care, brother, but that's never going to change the fact that sometimes you're going to feel the way you feel no matter what we say. Loneliness can sneak up and bite you on the ass sometimes and worse yet there's just no fixing it on some days.
I do think that you need to get out more, man. I shut myself off from the world once and went truly mad for a time. Go out and experience life again. Good or bad, it will help. Just get out in it. Anywho, just my 2 cents.
-Josh
sakita:
yeah i agree with josh on this one!
lonliness is the worst feeling in the world
especially when youre lonely in a room full of people
about the college grades... sometimes grades arent the end all and be all of intelligence. I mean a person can be very booksmart and have no common sense and all that jazz.
i flunked english in high school and also art!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and gym... mainly because i didnt go.
and in college dont even ask! art history, mythology, ethics.
i retook the classes and got a's and b's. it just goes to show you that mind set has a lot to do with performance.
(when i flunked i was not thinking very clearly.)
could be you just had a bad day or semester.
that does happen!!!!!!!!!!!!
take care... there are people who do care dont ever forget that.
many hugs!!!
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lonliness is the worst feeling in the world
especially when youre lonely in a room full of people
about the college grades... sometimes grades arent the end all and be all of intelligence. I mean a person can be very booksmart and have no common sense and all that jazz.
i flunked english in high school and also art!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and gym... mainly because i didnt go.
and in college dont even ask! art history, mythology, ethics.
i retook the classes and got a's and b's. it just goes to show you that mind set has a lot to do with performance.
(when i flunked i was not thinking very clearly.)
could be you just had a bad day or semester.
that does happen!!!!!!!!!!!!
take care... there are people who do care dont ever forget that.
many hugs!!!
[Edited on Dec 14, 2003 4:04AM]
Still no word. I hate waiting. I am trying to keep my spirts up.
My Mom doesn't make the worst spagetti I have ever had but it is far from good. At least it was free and I got left overs to have for lunch today. Who ever heard of putting margerine in your suce?
Hope everyone has a nice day.
My Mom doesn't make the worst spagetti I have ever had but it is far from good. At least it was free and I got left overs to have for lunch today. Who ever heard of putting margerine in your suce?
Hope everyone has a nice day.
Nothing new today about the job. Ended up sleeping all day which kept my mind off of things wonderfully but that might not have been the brightest thing to do.
Watched the movie The Cider House Rules yesterday. I am sure they must have smiplified it from the novel but I still thought it was very good. I found it slightly disturbing that growing up...
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Watched the movie The Cider House Rules yesterday. I am sure they must have smiplified it from the novel but I still thought it was very good. I found it slightly disturbing that growing up...
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Still nothing about the interview. At least I got some stuff from netflix so I have stuff to watch today. As long as Taco isn't being a psycho today. Sometimes she is so intent on wanting something, I just wish I knew what it was. Right now it seems to be keeping me under her watchful eyes at all times.
Working on converinting my cds...
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joshof13thfloor:
i sometimes hate looking for work almost as much as i do working all the shitty assed mindless jobs that i've had. I hope you get hooked up soon brother, if for no other reason then to occupy that wondering skullpan of yours. Peace.
sakita:
i know that you will get the job!!
i just feel it
or ok i hope beyond hope that you get the job!!!
who or what is taco???????????
take care.
i just feel it
or ok i hope beyond hope that you get the job!!!
who or what is taco???????????
take care.
The interview went well. They are in the process of checking my refrences so with any luck I will be employed soon. The interview was really a beauty contest sort of thing. I did well on their standardized test thingy over the weekend and they wanted to make sure that I didn't ahve hours and smelled okay. And since neither applies to me I did...
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jora:
I'm glad the interview went well. I will keep my fingers crossed! 
Your ex took you out? This isn't the same girly that you've been seeing, right? You guys aren't exes now, are you?
How is Taco? How are you otherwise?
I have a lot on my mind these days. Grrr. I hate the thinking! I just want to be a drooling idiot that takes lots of naps or be a intellectual nerd who reads too much.
Your ex took you out? This isn't the same girly that you've been seeing, right? You guys aren't exes now, are you?
How is Taco? How are you otherwise?
I have a lot on my mind these days. Grrr. I hate the thinking! I just want to be a drooling idiot that takes lots of naps or be a intellectual nerd who reads too much.
Still freaked out about the interview but it's still in a good way.
Having to have dinner with my Mom on Thursday. SHe is giving me some money for gas today and that is part of the deal.
Everyone have a great day.
Yaah. The kings won on Saturday.
Having to have dinner with my Mom on Thursday. SHe is giving me some money for gas today and that is part of the deal.
Everyone have a great day.
Yaah. The kings won on Saturday.
sakita:
the interview surely went well!
good luck i will keep my fingers crossed.
i am soooooooooooooooooooo tired.
good luck i will keep my fingers crossed.
i am soooooooooooooooooooo tired.
joshof13thfloor:
Dinner and gas? Holy shit that woman must have it bad for ya...oh, wait...Mom...ugh, sorry.
Hehe...get a haircut and a job you hippie...bummin' off your poor old mother you should be ashamed (*mental note to self-remember to call mommy for gas cash*). Loser!!!
Hehe...get a haircut and a job you hippie...bummin' off your poor old mother you should be ashamed (*mental note to self-remember to call mommy for gas cash*). Loser!!!
so hot in fact that i had to turn on the fan.
but then i woke up with so much pain in my back that i couldnt move my right arm for half a day.
wow your bowling average is awesome
my highest score ever was 73!
the story is really long, it will take forever
however if you want it
i can email you it, just email me first so that i have your addy.
its nice to wake up witha fuzzy kitty keeping one warm!!!
I can sleep in the dead of winter with no blanky if i choose to. So i guess there are certain advantages to being a fatback.
Sex in shower=no warm water for man.
mE no tipe g00d EiThEr. fEcK;
Good luck on the much better job opportunity, brother.