Spent the day working at my folks. Painted and chopped wood. Ate chili and drank several margarettis. I am feeling really tired right now. A back rub would be great though.
Thanks for the words of support everyone. I am doing much better now. Having my tax refund come in and belayed my money worries for a while. I'll reply to everyone tomorrow.
Spent the day with my lady friend. We are dating again. We got chased from the mall when an alarm started going off and asking everyone to leave the building.
Dang. My lips...
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Spent the day with my lady friend. We are dating again. We got chased from the mall when an alarm started going off and asking everyone to leave the building.
Dang. My lips...
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I didn't get the job 
and it really hit me hard. Part of me so want to end it right now. I won't but I am so tempted, it's scary. Gonna watch survivor and CSI at my folks and go home and cuddle with my teddy and the dread kitty taco.
11:13pm I am always suprised at how looking through job boards can make me...
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and it really hit me hard. Part of me so want to end it right now. I won't but I am so tempted, it's scary. Gonna watch survivor and CSI at my folks and go home and cuddle with my teddy and the dread kitty taco.
11:13pm I am always suprised at how looking through job boards can make me...
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joshof13thfloor:
Hey, brother.
I can understand being depressed about not getting a job, but thoughts of ending it?
A job is an important and necessary thing but you're worth a helluva lot more than that my friend.
Jobs will come and jobs will go but you've got be here to enjoy all of them and all of the other things life has to offer.
I understand how you feel sometimes, i think i really do. i have in the past on more than one occasion attempted to take my own life but will never do so again. Life may be a royal bitch sometimes but it's also a damn good time sometimes as well. You can't have one without the other so personally i've chosen to take both and i hope you always choose to do the same.
Just my philosiphy, take it for what it's worth.
-Josh
I can understand being depressed about not getting a job, but thoughts of ending it?
A job is an important and necessary thing but you're worth a helluva lot more than that my friend.
Jobs will come and jobs will go but you've got be here to enjoy all of them and all of the other things life has to offer.
I understand how you feel sometimes, i think i really do. i have in the past on more than one occasion attempted to take my own life but will never do so again. Life may be a royal bitch sometimes but it's also a damn good time sometimes as well. You can't have one without the other so personally i've chosen to take both and i hope you always choose to do the same.
Just my philosiphy, take it for what it's worth.
-Josh
jora:
*HUG* All that means is that the job was not "meant" for you. Just air out the apt., give Taco a big kiss, and surg those job boards. I know that you will find something totally great when the time is right. There's a big picture here somewhere.
I care about you a lot. If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask.
I care about you a lot. If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask.
I so feeling like squeling like a little school girl. There is a very good chance that I will start a new job this week. Last Friday I found a posting on craigslist.looking for a unix hardware engineer. Which basically means that I swap broken hardware in and out of broken systems. It's a pay cut from what I got at my last job but...
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jora:
Tentitive yay! Wee for jobs! I hate mine, but yay for your possible one.
I miss you and send good thoughts your way every day. As I'm sure you've seen by my journal, I'm very distracted lately and quite the smitten kitten.
Eek! But a happy eek.
I guess I should go to bed now. I'm going to TRY to get up early for work tomorrow (yeah, right...)
*Hugs* for you and Taco.
I miss you and send good thoughts your way every day. As I'm sure you've seen by my journal, I'm very distracted lately and quite the smitten kitten.
Eek! But a happy eek.
I guess I should go to bed now. I'm going to TRY to get up early for work tomorrow (yeah, right...)
*Hugs* for you and Taco.
daisie:
OooOOo OooOo good luck sweetie!!!!
LIke the new web browser I am using. It's the technology test bed for Mozilla called Firebird. It doesn't work real well with the client I am using for live journal though.
Taco is so soft and cute. And she is trying to use her evil kitty magic and make me take a nap.
Watched the commentaries for Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. There...
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Taco is so soft and cute. And she is trying to use her evil kitty magic and make me take a nap.
Watched the commentaries for Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. There...
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Wheee...kpcc, my favorite of LAs public radio stations, has a web feed. It feeds my brain. Now all they need to do is get rid of A Prairie Home Companion.
Selling yet another piece of my childhood. I put all my Hardy Boys books up on ebay. It makes me sad to do this but I will never read them again. Doubt if I will...
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Selling yet another piece of my childhood. I put all my Hardy Boys books up on ebay. It makes me sad to do this but I will never read them again. Doubt if I will...
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joshof13thfloor:
What up, my brother?
I can full on relate o the whole selling precious things subject. At one time or another i have sold almost everything i have owned. But you do what ya gotta do sometimes, i guess.
How's the job thing goin'? Good? Better? Sucking ass?
I love my cats but they're driving me nuts lately for some reason.
Take it lite, man. I hope things are kosher your way.
-Josh
I can full on relate o the whole selling precious things subject. At one time or another i have sold almost everything i have owned. But you do what ya gotta do sometimes, i guess.
How's the job thing goin'? Good? Better? Sucking ass?
I love my cats but they're driving me nuts lately for some reason.
Take it lite, man. I hope things are kosher your way.
-Josh
daisie:
mehh I lost it
mehh I lost it Got a valentines day card from my ex who left the hickey. She called what we did on Monday a date and I can live with that. So, I guess we are somewhere between broken up and going steady.Still want to bend her over my dining room table and have my way with her.
sakita:
hehe you are so cute!
yay for getting a valentines day card
and yay for going steady
yay for getting a valentines day card
and yay for going steady
Bastards. Disconnected my cable.
I think I am going to miss my having TV reception but I am going to get back in touch with my CD and MP3 collection. Right now I have 3600+ tracks converted. So far this evening I have listen to REM, The Marine Corp Marching Band, Industrial covers of AC/DC and weezer covering Nirvana.
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I think I am going to miss my having TV reception but I am going to get back in touch with my CD and MP3 collection. Right now I have 3600+ tracks converted. So far this evening I have listen to REM, The Marine Corp Marching Band, Industrial covers of AC/DC and weezer covering Nirvana.
But I am going to miss...
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Finally talked to the guy from netzero. It might work out but I am not sure. He wishes I had more experience with programming and netoworking. At least that is taken care of.
Had my phone disconnected for a while today. sigh.
5.34pm Talking to the guy on the phone made me sad. I was hoping to be ths solution to all his problems and...
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Had my phone disconnected for a while today. sigh.
5.34pm Talking to the guy on the phone made me sad. I was hoping to be ths solution to all his problems and...
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jora:
Hey there. Sorry that I've been absent and such. Lots of weirdness going on in my life lately. Eek!
I hope you are doing well. I read your latest journals. Yay for tax refunds and ex's (is she still an ex? you never said) giving hickies.
Is the Netzero guy gonna give you a chance to show him how wonderful you are? I hope so...cuz you are.
I miss you. Big huge hugs to you, sweetie. Oh, and snuggles for Taco.
♥
I hope you are doing well. I read your latest journals. Yay for tax refunds and ex's (is she still an ex? you never said) giving hickies.
Is the Netzero guy gonna give you a chance to show him how wonderful you are? I hope so...cuz you are.
I miss you. Big huge hugs to you, sweetie. Oh, and snuggles for Taco.
♥
Went well with my ex. Got a hickey on my chest. Wonder if she is still my ex?
We went and saw "Something's Gotta Give." Jack Nickleson kinda scares me. He really seems like a dirty old man now. We were thinking that Redford or Newman would have been less scary. Diane Keaton was amazing it the movie. I kept thinking of a Keaton, Peet,...
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We went and saw "Something's Gotta Give." Jack Nickleson kinda scares me. He really seems like a dirty old man now. We were thinking that Redford or Newman would have been less scary. Diane Keaton was amazing it the movie. I kept thinking of a Keaton, Peet,...
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sakita:
heheh hickeys????
you are a bad boy!!!!
thats so cool that things are looking up for a change.
im so tired but dont need to stress about missing so much school my teacher is hella cool.
and school here is so different. i only miss one part of the class instead of the whole class
i got a book today that was printed in 1907. i like old books. i need it for my class. do you believe it? its a book on authors (swedish) from 1643-1899
fun!
not really
you are a bad boy!!!!
thats so cool that things are looking up for a change.
im so tired but dont need to stress about missing so much school my teacher is hella cool.
and school here is so different. i only miss one part of the class instead of the whole class
i got a book today that was printed in 1907. i like old books. i need it for my class. do you believe it? its a book on authors (swedish) from 1643-1899
fun!
not really
Is it sad of me that chopping wood and eating chili sounds like a fun day?
Work on the comics went well for a while but it became time to back off and let it go for a little while. I need a little distance on it.
I didn't get beaten up saturday night, quite the contrary actually, i did a good deal of beating up on our opponent.
How goes the job hunting? Any leads? Hopes? Prayers?
Well, 'til later. Take it lite, brother.
-Josh