Feeling better today. I think my plan for the day is seeing my step-mom and hanfing out in the library gathering information for the CBEST.
I want to thank everyone for thier support. It means a lot. I know I am a drama queen sometimes.
Watched Battel Royale yesterday. It's sort of a Japanese Lord of the Flies. It's so strange that the Japanese film industry can't do fake blood well. It' always seems to bright a red. It was amusing how many bullets were shots and how little they hit someone.
9:59am And I talked to someone about a job in St. louis.
6:20pm Feeling depressed again. Lunch with my step-mom was okay but it left me feeling bad. I feel like I am leaning too much on them and taking advantage of them. She always told me that they could just saw no. Thankfully it appears that she doesn't like the idea of me moving in with my mother either. At least I got a good meal out of it. Maybe I'll get lucky and the St Louis thing will work out. Damn, All I want is to be an adult and manage my own crap.
I want to thank everyone for thier support. It means a lot. I know I am a drama queen sometimes.
Watched Battel Royale yesterday. It's sort of a Japanese Lord of the Flies. It's so strange that the Japanese film industry can't do fake blood well. It' always seems to bright a red. It was amusing how many bullets were shots and how little they hit someone.
9:59am And I talked to someone about a job in St. louis.
6:20pm Feeling depressed again. Lunch with my step-mom was okay but it left me feeling bad. I feel like I am leaning too much on them and taking advantage of them. She always told me that they could just saw no. Thankfully it appears that she doesn't like the idea of me moving in with my mother either. At least I got a good meal out of it. Maybe I'll get lucky and the St Louis thing will work out. Damn, All I want is to be an adult and manage my own crap.
am sorry you're feeling down again. more good thoughts to you.