Wheee. The Kings beat the Avs last night.
Told my Mom that I got "laid off" this morning when she hit me up for $20. I couldn't do it when I have a grand total of $100 to my name right now. She did offer to help me with my rent and a room in here trailer but a large part of me would rather die than do that.
I have to talk to Dad and Step-Mom about stuff because I scared myself again last night. I caught myself making plans on how to distribute my stuff when I was gone. I was very worried about Taco because I wouldn't want her to go to the pound.
Told my Mom that I got "laid off" this morning when she hit me up for $20. I couldn't do it when I have a grand total of $100 to my name right now. She did offer to help me with my rent and a room in here trailer but a large part of me would rather die than do that.
I have to talk to Dad and Step-Mom about stuff because I scared myself again last night. I caught myself making plans on how to distribute my stuff when I was gone. I was very worried about Taco because I wouldn't want her to go to the pound.
One - you are NOT going to kill yourself. I refuse to have that happen!!! I would be so very upset. How would you like to set off a chain reaction of suicide?
Two - If worst came to worst, I would take Taco.
Are you on your meds? Do you need $$ for them? I will give you $$, Rodney. Nothing is worth feeling so hopeless and down. If it's just a silly matter of $$ that can make things better, I'll give it to you, loan it to you, whatever you feel comfortable with. I am serious. I care about you and I want you to be okay.
Much