I am completly stressed right now and It's because I really only have 2 weeks before I am out of here and into my Moms house. That is unless I get a job before then. Most of me would rather die than do that.
Talked to a three people about new jobs today. One I turned down because I'm not a programmer, one I won't...
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Talked to a three people about new jobs today. One I turned down because I'm not a programmer, one I won't...
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My sweetie MIchelle just left. We had our first sleep over last and it was really nice. The sleeping part went much better than I expected. Either I have stop snoring or she is a very deep sleeper, which I really like.
We had some long talks about my depression and what I am doing to fight it. Since she has her own problems with...
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We had some long talks about my depression and what I am doing to fight it. Since she has her own problems with...
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jora:
Hey there. Long time, no post (from me). I've been going crazy for the past few months. Work is amazingly awful. The new bosses are horrible people and I totally hate working there now (more than the usual). My mother is insane as per the norm. And there is a co-wker who is acting crappy in general and I feel quite violent towards her. Grr.
On the positive front, as you read, I am going on vacation to see Brian. I am a nervous wreck, but also excited to finally spend time with him. I hope we get along okay and neither one of us freaks out.
I leave Wed. afternoon, so send me positive thoughts around 6:30pm Wed. 
Sounds like the job hunt is still torturing you. I'm sorry. I hate mine, but at least I have one. I should remember that.
But it sounds like you have the love of a good woman, and having someone special always makes things more bearable.
Even though I've been absent, I think of you often.
Kiss the Taco for me.
On the positive front, as you read, I am going on vacation to see Brian. I am a nervous wreck, but also excited to finally spend time with him. I hope we get along okay and neither one of us freaks out.
I leave Wed. afternoon, so send me positive thoughts around 6:30pm Wed.
Sounds like the job hunt is still torturing you. I'm sorry. I hate mine, but at least I have one. I should remember that.
But it sounds like you have the love of a good woman, and having someone special always makes things more bearable.
Even though I've been absent, I think of you often.
Kiss the Taco for me. blah. blah. blah. Talked to some one about a job in the bay area yesterday. They were all excited about it but they have an internal canidate they need to talk to. Bastards.
Sigh. I should eat.
7:03pm Feeling down but what else is new. No word about any of the jobs and found out that my cell had been disconnected. Paid that bill. Hopefully...
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Sigh. I should eat.
7:03pm Feeling down but what else is new. No word about any of the jobs and found out that my cell had been disconnected. Paid that bill. Hopefully...
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alisa:
thank you sweetie face 
good mornign and i hope that you have the greatest of weekends.
good mornign and i hope that you have the greatest of weekends.
Feeling really down right now. The wolves are starting to knock at my door and it's stressing me out. A guy from oregon called me about something but he email he was supposed to send me never arrived. Trying to stay positive but it's tough.
daisie:
Awwww *hugs* cheer up hun
Got turned down for the New Jersey Job and one of my interviews get canceled because they are redefining the position. Bastards.I still have the one interview this afterboon.
The printer kind of freaked out Taco. It started to print and she got all interrested in it.
Had a bill collector call today. bastards.
7pm The interview I did have today lasted for a longer...
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The printer kind of freaked out Taco. It started to print and she got all interrested in it.
Had a bill collector call today. bastards.
7pm The interview I did have today lasted for a longer...
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Did nothing today except sleep, read and watch simpsons DVDs.
Need to get a good nights sleep tonight because I won't be able to take my normal naps tomorrow because of the interviews. Didn't hear anything about new jersey today.
Need to get a good nights sleep tonight because I won't be able to take my normal naps tomorrow because of the interviews. Didn't hear anything about new jersey today.
Didn't go to a club last night, went to a pagan ritual instead. There was lots of wine, dancing and food. I know there were some people there that really believe but it seemed like a large group of the folks there for the party. Probably not all that different from a traditional church service. Acctually got out there and danced. It's amazing what people...
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daisie:
oooo good luck with the interviews sweetie *keeps fingers crossed for you*
Have two more interviews set up for next Tuesday and two other folks called me following up about jobs today. It is always nice to be wanted. Still nothing about the job in New Jersey. There really isn't any reason not for me to take the job except it tirns my life upside down.
Going out tomorrow night with Michelle. Supposed to go to an...
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Going out tomorrow night with Michelle. Supposed to go to an...
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sakita:
hehe showing you off!
its nice to be shown off
but dont go turning into a trophy boyfriend.
it wouldnt be fair to you
and good luck on the job front
its nice to be shown off
but dont go turning into a trophy boyfriend.
it wouldnt be fair to you
and good luck on the job front
Hung around the house all day waiting for a phone call about the job in NJ and it didn't come until 6pm when they reached me at the grocerry store. That's not a fun things to do.
I am torn about this job. The money is excellent. It would probably get me out of debt by the time I was done or very close to...
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I am torn about this job. The money is excellent. It would probably get me out of debt by the time I was done or very close to...
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daisie:
hehe sods law that is, they always ring when you've just left the house hehe
aww why's there a problem with taking the job.??
aww why's there a problem with taking the job.??
joshof13thfloor:
Yeah, what Pepper said, what's the problem with taking it?
-Josh
-Josh
Talked to more folks about jobs today. Supposed to interview with a guy back east tomorrow. I was supposed to do it today but someone other than me couldn't figure out the time difference.
It's all rainy today and I am very ready to sleep. Little bummed that my presidential canidate dropped out before I even got to vote. Guess all the matters is November.
It's all rainy today and I am very ready to sleep. Little bummed that my presidential canidate dropped out before I even got to vote. Guess all the matters is November.
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susannahjoy:
gecko=reptile. newt=amphibean. me=bad speller. but eh. and he really did bite me!!!!
daisie:
aww gl with job hunting, it's ever so dreey here too it's horrid, just makes you wana curl up and sleep.
SLept and watched Babylon 5 today. Talked to 3 seperate folks about jobs today.
It looks like someone might want to pay me $37/hour to work in the NYC area. Part of me wants it I am already freaking out about this which I shouldn't be since they haven't even made me an offer yet. Worried about losing my Sweetie, Michelle, and what to do...
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It looks like someone might want to pay me $37/hour to work in the NYC area. Part of me wants it I am already freaking out about this which I shouldn't be since they haven't even made me an offer yet. Worried about losing my Sweetie, Michelle, and what to do...
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rumpusparable:
lol... it's my dinosaur bathmit took an image from one of my psw group sets and threw it up... sick of my last image.
took an image from one of my psw group sets and threw it up... sick of my last image.Went out to see 50 First Dates last night. It was better than I expected. Barrymore and Sandler seem to have a real chemistry together and it wasn't wuite the ending I expected either. Also got taken out for yummy Cuban food last night. There was a live band as well. Some how I am now commited to go to dance lesson.
Took myself to...
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daisie:
I think I'm about the only one who didn't see the oscars lol but *wooooO* for LOTR 
Fuck a duck i can't imagine having to move back in with my mom. Eh, cold shivers.
Hopefully something will come through for you soon.
Y'know the only thing that truly matters about that Fredericks of Hollywood stuff is how it looks in a pile beside the bed.
Take it easy, man.
-Josh