A fab weekend. I got the boy a little tipsy and confronted him on his waffling behavior. The air has cleared, at least about 90% so. I guess he was just playing it cool. He came to my friend's party last night, fit in beautifully, and proceeded to tell me many times how cool and fun my friends are. He slept all curled up around...
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The game continues. It's totally obnoxious. We went for drinks last night, and after a couple, he was mentioning how emotionally pent up he feels sometimes, like he has no outlet. I suggested a diary/journal thing, something I have never done before myself (this doesn't really count, I don't think). So tonight I sat down and typed up a big "letter" to him on myspace.com...
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magilla:
The crapola in a tortilla. It looked like crap to me.
magilla:
The faux cheese has always disgusted me. Something about its color. What would you call that? Cadmium orange? I did see the add and immediately want a good tostada, though. 
Does everyone else hate game playing bullshit as much as I do? Why does dating feel like a really mean game of poker sometimes? Bluffing, game faces, betting, victory and despair?
So this new guy I'm seeing, I was ambivalent about him for a while there. Kind of quiet, not a lot of chemistry, eh. Then during the week we had amazing conversation followed by...
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So this new guy I'm seeing, I was ambivalent about him for a while there. Kind of quiet, not a lot of chemistry, eh. Then during the week we had amazing conversation followed by...
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fvk:
im chilling at home solo every night. girls are not down.
sedona666:
I hear you! It's so unfortunate the games we play, whether intentional or not. Seems everytime I finally get the balls to tell someone how I truly feel about them I get stomped on. Gotta get back on that horse, I guess. Either way I would at least ask him where he stands the next time you talk so you are both on the same page at least. Then again, asking that kinda thing often scares the boys off... I oughta know. 
I am so extraordinarily lucky to have a dad who likes and knows how to fix cars. He's all over that shit. So thankfully, he was able to get my tired little Jeep happy again. I guess it was a water pump or some shit.
So as cool as some of you are on this site (and you know who you are), I must say...
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So as cool as some of you are on this site (and you know who you are), I must say...
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magilla:
As we age, we become more accepting of ourselves, and we learn to be comfortable playing to our strengths. It's nice that way.
roethke:
Your member name is my favorite of all member names.
My car exploded. Fountains of brown coolant spurting everywhere. It was reminiscient of tubgirl.com.
So I am temporarily carless, and am subsequently claustrophobic.
My darling little kitties knocked a gallon of water off the top of the fridge last night and naturally it exploded. Aren't they adorable!!!
So I am temporarily carless, and am subsequently claustrophobic.
My darling little kitties knocked a gallon of water off the top of the fridge last night and naturally it exploded. Aren't they adorable!!!
fvk:
ill give you a ride on the handle bars of my bike if you want.
erics:
That sucks...I just got a new car after being carless for awhile. You don't really realize how much stress it is until you're stranded at home, or walking to a select few places that are close to your house. Good luck 
I just fucking love making out so much.
magilla:
Check your email.
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magilla:
If I had had any idea how bad it was for doctors nowadays, there is no chance in hell I would have spent $200,000 on medical school. - CMS?
So I withdraw hundreds of dollars in cash, drive across town to the tattoo shop, just to find out that clearly the artist was not listening to a word I said when we talked earlier in the week, and the picture I brought in must have meant nothing to him. He redrew it a couple times and it was..... just wrong. I mean the artwork...
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bedukay:
Your username is the best word ever!
Ah FUCK FUCK FUCK. Was shaving my legs super fast like always and somehow angled the razor just so and managed to slice my lower leg wide open for like four inches. And it won't stop bleeding. (Damn aspirin.) I don't really care except I was supposed to get tattooed tomorrow - and the top edge of the design might come close to the bottom...
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do11face:
sorry about the slice..YIKES!!!
but I just wanted to say that movies DO suck and sharpies were sent from heaven..
but I just wanted to say that movies DO suck and sharpies were sent from heaven..
So I am getting the most excellent, old-school traditional Libertarian-inspired tattoo Friday, I am most excited, photos to follow.
The new guy..... odd..... has not tried to get in my pants in the least. He's quiet. Hard to read. I'm not sure about this. I like loud, vulgar people, and he's kind of (OK extremely) the opposite. Super nice, super smart, but I'm really eh...
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The new guy..... odd..... has not tried to get in my pants in the least. He's quiet. Hard to read. I'm not sure about this. I like loud, vulgar people, and he's kind of (OK extremely) the opposite. Super nice, super smart, but I'm really eh...
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You know what? I don't like myspace.com. I think it's because it's free, it gets weird, and it's very incestuous. I stumbled across a group for health care types and was looking through that, linked to this and to that and to this and stumbled across the profile of a friend of the crush's girlfriend... (uh...) which with more linklinklink led to the girlfriend's profile...
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satchell:
Yeah it get's strange when the anonymoty (did I spell that right?) of the internet with millions upon millions of people on it becomes the same old shit. Good luck with all that.
So I think I'm gonna splurge and buy a treadmill. I think I can fit it in my office and that way it would be in my face all the time. I hate paying $$$ for gyms when I end up spending all my time on the treadmill anyway.... and I won't walk outside because it's eighty million degrees and I won't walk alone in...
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OK. Decisions made parade under the guise of progress, but I will settle for that tonight. So, my boyfriend sucks, Hot Crush on his friend and all, and after a weekend of bullshit and thinking, I think I might be done with it all. He knows something is up. I said to him once that he was one of the most selfish and self centered...
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sedona666:
Change means growth. Keep on Growin'!
"It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power." -- Alan Cohen; author of Chicken Soup for the Soul.
"It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power." -- Alan Cohen; author of Chicken Soup for the Soul.
sedona666:
Glad I could supply a laugh for ya! I'll agree that laughter is the best medicine.
I know what you mean about knowing, but not being able to follow through. I've been there before, but at least you are aware. That's always the first step.
I'll be peeking back to see how things are going.
I'll agree that laughter is the best medicine.
I know what you mean about knowing, but not being able to follow through. I've been there before, but at least you are aware. That's always the first step.
I'll be peeking back to see how things are going.
We went to the Vine in Tempe. Not a total dive bar, but close enough. hehe
Never been to TT's, Emerald, or Bikini. Been to Rogue and sometimes it's just too damn smokey and croweded there. There's a bar near my house called Jupes that is pretty cool. There's going to be a little SGAZ gathering there this Friday. You should come!