So everyones life is going well and dandy and mine ... well mine has been treading water since I turned 18. I don't like the idea of being an adult cuz really Im just a frightened little child... jealousy is a childs emotion and thats all I can feel these days. that and desperation.
..... sorry I've been negative lately. There isn't much going on... Read More
i refrained from my evil temptation last night... it was so hard... i was so hungry... omg...
i just want a fucking bacon burger soo bad... you don't even know!!!
sigh .. sorry everyone I was mass trippin on shrooms when I wrote that last entry. If you wanna read it you can press the backwards journal button. if not well I guess your not missing much.
oh contrare! i love them! and its funny because my elementary school was called Evergreen and i live in Mountlake Terrace (which is also my high schools name)
Im having this battle locked away in a dark room .... so deal.
Everytime I take this in I come out with a new perspective on myself.... very well
I've learned to discover that there is just something different, not bad nor good about the way my mind works. Just different. I long to find that type of connection with someone else.... someone who can... Read More
So today was interesting. It started off with a weird dream... my dreams have been weird these days. The dream involved three people falling into a lake one was the girl Im in love with right now, the other a stranger and the other a girl who has a crush on me that I have been as what uninterested in as she has told me... Read More
nope your pizza adventure is safe-it is a small hole in the wall independent place, and not like domino's right? basically we have to stay away from mcd's, arby's, carls, etc... you know FAST FOOD joints.. like say you want a burger really bad and you know there is this diner down the street that has kick ass food.. go get yer burger on... just no fast food dude... i had a craving today... but i ate a salad instead.. hahah... i would love me a turkey burger with swiss and bacon soon tho... man oh man...
Today I move on back to the residence in the hammer. Maybe I'll have a roomate maybe they'll let me have my own room for a while. In that case party!! rock on!! but hey maybe if they do give me a new roomate right away he'll be a cool guy that respects other people instead of a loud mouth annoying jack ass.
hey you know what i was about to make a comment about mohawks xforce tattoo thing, then i remebered scattershot was the ninja guy from xforce. is that where you got the name? or not? word.
well those are the words, or at least a close faxcimille of them from seinfeld that bare like a strong inspiration with this new year. (I tried to make that wordy and smart but I don't even know if I spelled half the words correctly), I digress. I am inspired to make this year the year of Scattershot... Read More
freddy vs jason fucking kicked ass!!! and the sequil should be badass as well and where the hell can i here ur band dammit im really courious on whut u all sound like
fast food will be the killer of all man! -Its soo good though.. and fast. hah.
I know all about the shy thing. really sucks huh? -What sucks more is when people dont believe you're really shy.
-Good luck with dem reselutions..er whatev' its hard to find someone who actually recipricates too... You're not too shabby lookn' i sure you'll find someone great for you!
"and new years eve was as boring as heaven I watched flys fuck on channel eleven, there was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink."
that about sums it up, thanks Alkaline Trio. Although its not really my fault that I was sick was it. I did have a house party to go... Read More
hahahaahh! someone else SICK too eh?!? haha! I dont feel so alone now. So what did you do for new years?
The only thing about autum to ashes, in my opinion that sounds anything like the used, is whoever the lead singer is sounds a lot like bert....but, that is in my opinion And the music is clearly a different style than the used. - but when i fisrt head autum, i thought it was the used. -Still, just an opinion, and still theyr a great band either way.
I sure as fucx am jelous.
Billy