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Hey everyone, Im in the middle of a speaker battle with the people upstairs ... so I might as well sit here and vent for a while for your enjoyment.

... enjoy.

a little hardcore, metal, and punk vs. a dj, hip hop, and rap music. we will see what can go louder and who will give up. I will not..

... I've had too...
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littledeadkid:
no things are not better in texass
skull skull
littledeadkid:
no things are not better in texass
skull skull
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frown frown sometimes we just have to let somethings go.

and dudes what happened to Rxqueen .. if shes gone I'll def. miss her. frown
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xatreyux:
it was fun because i did homework and got a live show smile

kisskiss
mora:
i cant agree more.
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This journal entry may not be funny. Those of you who came here for a laugh .. discrestion is advised.

Can someone please tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. Why is it that when friends don't talk to me I immediatley think its because they don't like me anymore.

but then in two days of interaction with a group of "close friends"...
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fenway:
i stopped making friends and being a loner due to the same situation
it got to the point where i was shunned for no reason, or the reason was so bizarre that i couldnt take the pettiness anymore
sorry to hear about your troubles..i think you and i would make a good one-two punch
have you heard that Muse song yet? its kinda weird...
Lisa
lil_billy_ben:
That's a bad feeling bro, you probably assume you did somthing wrong because you internalized a few too many scoldings as a child or when the mailman asked you to touch him where it feels good, you assumed that all men just want you for your body and now as an adult it makes you suspicous of your friends.

Hope you feel better.
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and so it begins... can't concentrate on studying and so with my jolt cola by my side... my sweaty feet up on my computer desk... socks on though. My keyboard on my lap and my heart on my sleeve (it always is really) I can comfortably begin writing my new journal entry

... hows that for a laugh .. you know who you are. :wink:...
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hopesfall:
yeah dude fergy from black eyed peas yeah i would like to meet her to, wink
hopesfall:
dude i just wanted to let you know i am listening to your songs again, and they are still blowing me the fuck away
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Okay so I might be a little too euphoric or a little too tipsy to write this entry but the show is in the bag and Im home now after it riding a niiiice high of people complimenting me. This is after our first show, my first time being on a stage too.

So heres how it goes down, I spent all day drinking caffine...
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emma35:
awesome....so is your band hardcore or what? I don't think I'd ever have the balls to get up on stage and sing (unless I had a good voice, or scream haha) which I don't. So good for you! biggrin
xatreyux:
any time sugar! id goto any SG event you you! it would be sooooo rockin!

kiss
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So tomorrows the show

today I got food poisoned and sprained my thumb on a car door..

could I be any dumber. surreal

my cold isn't better I sound like I have a cold when I sing

could this be any worse ... surreal

ladies and gentlemen chandler bing *bing*

sometimes when I close my eyes I can see myself as Ineugo Montoya
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klonopin_chugger:
you WILL succeed! it is your destiny...........jesus told me surreal


ARRR!!!
fenway:
oh, i hope you feel better soon! and good luck with the show..be careful of car doors...they dont always like people...
have some theraflu..it tastes like shit but it does work...
wink
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Homework, or update journal.. thus the eternal question goes on.

this will just be random thoughts while I work on a project for my applied selling class.

for all you hardcore fans check out Skycamefalling. They have my interest, this song The Nothing and this other song called Of Adornment and Disgust are pretty good.

speaking of hardcore, the girl in walls of jericho has...
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synnove:
i woke up with a little bit of a sore throat today too... but i think that's because i'm back home and it's always cold in my room here.

and BOO to sores in your mouth! i hate those, i always bite at them and well of course that just doesnt' help any. hehe
fenway:
i have a feeling that we will meet someday
xoxo
primadonna
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So its up on the Calender

Even When Empty

April 8th at the AFB in Hamilton On. We're on at 10:00. If you come make sure you tell them at the door that you are with Even When Empty. We need 20 people to be there with our band our else we aren't a part of the competition and we are just playing for the...
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xhavokx:
oooh i change my answer, i want to be a rockstar too
jasonxstar:
dude new in flames is today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wink
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The social anxiety song.

Has it really been raining all this time
or is it just in my head?
I hope it rains as much on you
as it does on me.

I call into question my thoughts
and bring you to the tribunal
How can I trust
that you are not just using me?
you are not just faking me?
that you think anything...
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superscott:
maybe you are on meds and you wrote that song and this entry all doped up?
xhavokx:
you dont need to be on meds cause you are getting out your aggression vocally wink right? kiss
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Problem averted or at least delayed.

but, I do owe an explanation I suppose... but I did already write something about what had happened on Hopesfall, Ryan, and RxQueen's respective journals .. but for the 10s of Scattershot fans out there... here is what has happened... in the past day or two.

It was my turn to record for Even When Empty's upcoming CD. I...
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xhavokx:
yah it was me... i have wings... wink

i wish

i have never met anyone that looked like me.... interesting!

[Edited on Apr 02, 2004 12:11AM]
superscott:
yeah this is our first show outside of our local spotlight. so i dont know how many people are going to show up.